Today is going to be a stressful day , My kids got school and I got court I'm REALLY hoping this dumb c.a.s bullshit is over and done with so I can get on with my life. Like I understand I got with the wrong guy after me and my 7year boyfriend broke up but still, i'm not with him anymore so move the fuck on and leave me alone already !!! ... I'm not going to lie but today was straight up bullshit with court, suposto be there at 10 am for the court case but the dumb cas lawyer pushed it to 2.30 PM so me and my sister waited all day at the fucking court building, just for them to stay involved. I personally don't care if they are still in my life at this point but I feel like they are OVER stepping and ain't doing there jobs. Sure I get it I have a speaking problem but that's not my fault, my momma never got me help and I'm a lost cause because of it, and that don't effect the way I parent. I'm not as dumb as you think I am. ...
Okay, so i'm going to keep this simple. I know I haven't posted on here in a LONG time because i've been going threw some things but .. I'm gonna attempt this again! I have a conciliar (if spelt right) , and I see her every other Wednesday. What she says seems to be helping me :) I've been drawing more, I've been taking pictures of myself more and I'm actually looking at people's faces when they talk to me. So, yeah! I remember when I first met Cindy, I wouldn't look at her, barley talked to her (because I didn't know her or trust her) but now, I can tell her anything , she's like the mom I NEVER had! My mom can be a bitch, I know she's my mom and shouldn't be saying that about her but.. She shouldn't be staying with someone whom likes to cheat and lie to her. She would rather choose a guy over her family! Yeah.. . Interesting I know lol. But ,...
FYI : I've edited this post three times now , Once when I posted it , seccond when I added the pictures and now because I added a little thought before bed at the bottom π Figured madswell instead of making a bunch of posts in one day like I have been doing ! ---------- β’July 7th 2o21β’ Catina was playing with Luna π around Timmy in the living room , Luna got to excited when she had her ball in the air and jumped onto Timmy . Ended up scratching Timmy in the face Hoping it goes away before this weekend because his dad will cock an attitude about it . Terry putted aloe vera from our plant on his face so hoping that helps sence I can't find my pollysportan . Timmy's okay , it's not bleeding , He just sais it hurts a little bit . It's just two red scratches from Luna's front paws . I took pictures but not going to post them I'm just going to document them as the days go by . I also saved the camera footage from the living room. Ugh . he has his occupati...
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