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 2o22.1o.09 The bonsi seeds are growing .  Well one of them . Only took a week (had them converd up beside my dryer) Don't know what kind it is , but really happy 😊  Really hoping Nelly don't eat it like she did the other one I was growing . Still mad at her over that !  (Newer picture at top older picture at bottom) October 9th 2o22 October 8th 2o22 October 7th 2o22 Today October 5th 2o22 September 28th 2o22 Catina helped put the seeds in this container . 🌳 

My mom took me to shoppers over by the court house to get my puffer that the dr prescribed me on Thursday .  The experience I had was okay ?  The guy at the back for the prescriptions I couldn't understand . he also said half hour wate time . When i was leaving i had to pay for some sinus stuff for me .  We walk to the front counter and there was four people who work there talking to this tall guy not even doing there job .  "Must be nice to just stand around and not work and get payed for it" me and my mom both say  Then 5 mins later  "Are you paying credit or card?" One of them said "No cash" I said Then she goes and tells someone else who was stocking shelfs to come help us ?  Why even work if your lazy asses are just going to stand around and do NOTHING but flirt with a guy ? Ugh ! I must be a bit ch or people are just geting on my nerves lately because ALOT of them have been bugging me ! Especially when workers just stand around talking and doing ...

  I go to the hospital to get my throat checked because I had the same symptoms as i did back in 2010 for strept throat (if spelt right) . Around 5.30ish pm  An old lady who felt like she was having a heart attack went in before me , they sent her to the back of the hospital (wing E)  I get registered and then 5 mins later they call my name and I go to the very back . I told the nurse "I never been down here before" and the nurse said "yeah this is where we put the positive covid cases"  I was thinking in my head I didnt get a test done , I'm not showing any symptom other then my throat being swollen and cant really talk ? But how dare you jump to the conclusion that I have covid WHEN I DIDNT GET CHECKED !  So i go into the room and I'm w ith the lady who said she might be having a heart attack ? Now why would they put her in there ? But then being in there with her shes coughing her ass off .  Now I sit down , call my mom and vent to her also took pictures...

  What the fuck is going on across the st ?  Swat and cops and dogs ?  We were watching bobs burgers and herd a noise saying "residents of 105 come out now with your hands up" they repeted it like 10 times  The people inside turned all the lights off then 20 mins later a black guy then white guy then black guy came out .  The cops cuffed them then uncuffed them 2 mins later ? And told them to stand by MY house ? I do not feel safe with them shady people near my house . plus on top of that they were aloud to have ciggerette and call/text on there cell phone while a cop with a assault rifle was standing beside them ?  The cops/swat went inside turned all the lights on on the main floor (if they want the upper floor they have to kick the door in nobody lives there) Then sent the dogs (2) in 10 mins after . THEN they let the three men go ? They left in there gray car ? I dont know man something feels weird about whats happening . I got pictures and videos becau...

I want to start a new blogg . Just start off fresh ,  But this one has too much on it  ... My morning routine switched sence I don't smoke or drink coffee anymore , My specialist said its a good thing that I quit smoking :)  That's pree much the only good news that i got . I got a cyst removed last week and ...  I think they should of stitched it close because now i have a hole where theres not suposto be one . Tomarrow I go to the hospital to get a ultrasound one on another cyst that I have (hoping they can fimally remove it)  ... ...  Today is the first day catina misses school because her toncles (if spelt right) are swollen  She usually gets this 2-3 times every year but her Dr won't remove them till she gets tonsillitis ??  Yeah I know I can't spell lmao 🤘

This has been an interesting couple months so far. My children hasnt missed a day of school so far :) , havent been sick or anything ! So happy. Thimmothy got his x ray results and there good. Also his and alis blood work is normal. I'm actually ganing weight I'm 115lbs now and not under weight , still going threw court bullshit. C.a.s lied to my lawyer and now hes bitter about , know he knows how I feel about them.  Ali and catina got there ears pierced back in August.  I haven't been able to draw anything in a while, but still have my counclier . ..... Halloween is comming up and we got pumpkins to carve :) Not much of an update but ... Havent posted in a couple month's 🍀

I remember today like it was yesterday.  Catina has a choice now to go to Corey's or not,   so she chose to stay home with me and Isla.   Well mom wanted to take Catina to the fair,   not me,   just Catina,   but I told her its a package deal.  If Catina is going so is Isla and I.   Mom and Charles picked me, Catina and Isla up around 10am.  We go to Tim Hortons for coffee and donughts.   Then we head to the fair.  I can't remember what time we showed up,   but Catina went on a few rides,   got her face painted,   had food and drinks also.   The day was going good. ..  Until ...  Charles decides to fuck off on us with the van keys,   I honestly don't see why he needed the van keys when mom was driving?   But that's besides the point.   The point is,   he walked right by us looked at us the...