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 2o11.11.o6 🌱  I noticed the bonsi is getting bigger , well taller .  so i thought it needed more dirt and a bigger container . I still don't know what kind of bonsi this is . What I do know is that if it don't get enough sun the leaves fold in , Its kinda cool . Mixed some fertilizer in with the dirt also . Before Had to use my hand to focus the camera . The root system wasn't big , Had to be careful with it . After Catina used a tack and poked holes in the cup at the bottom because the dirt was soaked from being outside . 🌿 

 2o22.1o.09 The bonsi seeds are growing .  Well one of them . Only took a week (had them converd up beside my dryer) Don't know what kind it is , but really happy 😊  Really hoping Nelly don't eat it like she did the other one I was growing . Still mad at her over that !  (Newer picture at top older picture at bottom) October 9th 2o22 October 8th 2o22 October 7th 2o22 Today October 5th 2o22 September 28th 2o22 Catina helped put the seeds in this container . 🌳 

 2o22.o9.22 - story threw pictures 📸  I did something today . Did some googling , Said fall is when we should winterize plants inside containers . This was before I winterized it . This is after  Took some of Timmy's old clothes out of the ball in the livingroom that my kids use as chairs . Used a garbage bag then taped it around the container . Wouldn't need to but the container has holes around it  Everytime I look at this strawberry plant there is always another little green leaf 🍃  Have to put some more dirt in it before we put it inside the greenhouse for the winter  The elastic on one of the runners broke when I was checking on the plant . Not gonna bother putting another elastic on it because it's cold outside today  Kinda feels like an early winter  The runners are doing AMAZING  Really hoping they survive the winter then we can have more strawberries 🍓  Some more runners  Didn't take pictures of ALL the runners because t...

 2o22.o9.15 I've got a shit tone of stress pimples right now because of drama  ,  Ugh ! Today I got a phone call about my lungs 🫁 , Got asked a couple questions ..  turns out everything is okay for now ,  he just wants to call back in a year to do a checkup and I can call him if I ever need an apoitment (if I feel like it's hard to breath) .  Honestly so far my breathing has been okay ,  It's just walking up stairs takes my breath away and he said that's normal because I quit smoking in 2o19 . So happy about that conversation :)  Got to love snapchat filters lmao  They hide your pimples ! ✌️ 

 2o22.o9.13 Got some exciting news today ,  Thimmothy is getting his tounge cut in November ! He's been waiting and waiting for this appointment to come . When I told him today after he was done school , he had a REALLY big smile on his face ☺️  I think he's happy  . ✌️ 

 2o22.o9.12  Today was okay ,  Long but okay lol When my kids came home from school catina wanted to do a new hair style and did one on Alisha also . I really hope alishas hair starts to grow back , to me it just seems like more and more is falling out and don't now why . The cream was working but it seems like it's not anymore . I've been getting her to shower and wash her hair every other day and don't seem like that's working ither . Iwvwn bought her expensive 30 doller shampoo for her hair , dont think its workig ither 😔 . Think we might have to go back to her Dr's . . Catinas hair style she found on YouTube.  She did it herself and didn't want no help . I asked and she said no . The hair style catina tried on Alisha , Catina said "Alisha you need to take care of you hair better maybe it will start growing back" Oh was alisha mad . . I'm thinking when we move , Possibly get catina a vanity if that's what they are called . So she can ha...

 2o22.o9.o9 Isla came home with a sore throat , runny nose and a cough from school today .  I just hope it goes away before Monday or she can't go to school and she LOVES school right now . 🏫  . Alisha asked if her friend could spend the night . (also her cousin from my mom's side) I said okay as long as they clean there room and help clean downstairs . Took a couple hours but we got it done . It's actully the FIRST time someone other then my boyfriends kids spending the night  . Alisha wanted to bring her bed downstairs so I helped . I geuss there sleeping in the livingroom tonight lol Letting them watch a movie then bedtime ! . ✌️ 

 2o22.o9.o7 - a couple pictures & a rant Timmy was excited and wanted to wear his new shirt to school today ,  Just hope the school don't make me bring him a new one  She's always up for a picture  Always smiling and happy 😊 .  The school (Winston churchhill public school)  is getting on my nerves . They won't let Isla out unless I'm there ,  understandable to be honest . But .. I was there ,  Isla saw me ,  She pointed right at me . So I'm assuming she told her teacher that I was there for her . The bell rings at 3.35pm I'm still waiting ,  they are letting everyone else out but her . So I walked upto the door and they didn't like that.  "Isla didn't see you" a teacher said  " yeah she did,  she pointed right at me you didnt let her out" I said  "Maybe wayve next time?" The teacher said  "I shouldn't have to if she sees me, maybe you should let her out" I said  Then we walked away  Omg I so can't ...

 2o22.o9.o6 I so can't wait to have an actual laundry room instead of it being in the kitchen . Isla made this in school today  She said she made it in math  Thimmothy made this at school today  I forgot to ask him what's in the picture but it does look good :)   . Today is my kids first day of school  Isla was excited but at the end of the school day she looked confused and she also complained that her legs hurt and didn't want to walk home .  Other then that ,  Alisha said she had a good day , Timmy said he had a good day and a bunch of teachers liked his shirt he was wearing , Catina said her day was meh , prolly  because she's in grade 8 ,  and Isla said she had a fun day but a boy made her cry because he wouldn't go down the slide . Kids lol .. At least they liked today tho :)  It's was so quiet in my house without any kids here . To be honest, it was kinda boring also  lmao 🤣  ✌️ 

 2o22.o9.o4 . Nelly , I tried to get her to look at the camera . Don't think she likes it to much  📷  . I took a shower today , just to leave the house and get soaking wet because kids wanted to go to 7-11 . Ugh !  I wouldn't care but it takes FOREVER for my hair to dry . Nothing else exciting happed today  ,  other then the fact haily thinks she can hide her food .  Well try to hide her food when I have cameras .  Maybe if the person she lives with wasn't so lazy and actually sit in the same room as they eat she wouldn't think she can hide her food . Just saying 😌  . Oh also payton helped me transplant the cherry trees because the roots were starting to show in the dirt of the waterbottles it was in . Cherry 🍒 In 2L pop bottles  Should be good till we move :) The tallest one 🍒  Shortest one 🍒  Got to love being a hoarder lol you can reuse things .  I usually fill these up with rain water and then water the plants wit...

 2o22.o9.o2 #Snapchat  There is nothing to do right now.  Catina is on the xbox , Isla is with her dad &  timmy , alisha are with there dad for the weekend . Im bored . I do kinda have a hobby witch is my fruit and veggie plants .  But I don't want to mess with the strawberry bushes because in a couple months they go into hibernation.  I know there's a specific word for it but I don't remember what it is . I'm just leaving the dead leaves on them and just picking the berry's off them . Oh I did get my new glasses today ,  there kinda to big , should of seen if I can exchange them but obviously well ,  I'll put up with them for the year . Isla also got her new lends today ,  I was looking at her glasses and i noticed the right lends is THICK like my right lends . Wow lol hoping her eye will correct so she don't need surgery . Yesterday , Alisha took this picture of Nelly sleeping .  💤 😴  Can you believe in February she will be ...

 2o22.o8.3o - just another cherry tree update  🍒  They keep getting bigger :)  So excited ! They got more leaves and taller. Stronger stems also . I think they like it being cold inside my house , google said that your supposed to plant the seeds in the winter and they should sprout in the spring 🤔 . I don't see why the stem is turning red tho .  I'm learning about cherry treese as they get bigger.  🍒  Top view of the one above  🍒  Top view of the one below  🍒  SO EXCITED 😊 

 2o22.o8.3o Well ... I jinxed it ,  Catina & Terry now have the symptoms I did when I first got sick . (Sore back , chills , fever and can't really stay awake or stomach anything)  Just hope Timmy,  Alisha and Isla don't catch it . I'm sorry 😞  Who knew it was contagious .  I didn't .   Because I was in the livingroom room and nobody was getting sick .  Maybe I should of been in my bedroom . I just didn't want to be alone lol  ...  On another note ... Here's Isla a couple years ago playing Isla playing with the big bucket of blocks .. I believe she was playing with Alisha but she didn't pop up in my #TimeHop  ✌️ 

 2o22.o8.28 Catina and Ali gave Nelly a flea bath ,  I heard Nelly meowing from upstairs all the way downstairs so I went up and helped . It sounded like she was saying "no"  Suprised Nelly didn't scratch us . All she tried to do was jump out of the tub . But other then that she was really good 👍  Got all the fleas off her , but ended up putting the flea coller back on her for a few more days because we have to take the carpets to the car wash and spray them down . I told Nelly "wouldn't have to have a bath if you wouldn't go outside and hide under the porch"  all she did was meow back at me  😆  Alisha holding Nelly for a couple mins to calm her down , she was shaking like crazy and hissing at Luna (Terry's dog) 🐈  🐈‍⬛️ 

 2o22.o8.23 - a beautiful accident 😍  I noticed we had a strawberry bush growing back in June 2o22 in our compost bucket ,  I didn't take any other pictures of it because I thought it wouldn't survive . June 13th 2o22 Then ,  Today me and my kids went outside to play in the back yard for a little bit .  I looked in the compost buckets and saw how big the strawberry was getting and its getting HUGE ! I thought it was big enough to transfer it into its own container so it don't take all the nutrients out of the container its already in .  So I did that ...  This is what it looks like RIGHT now !  This is after I transplanted it into a different container This is what the strawberry looked like BEFORE I decided to transplant it . Didn't notice it at first because it blended in with the weeds , Catina helped me lift it out of there 💪  Hoping it don't die :)  Kind of curious on how big these berries get because they are from the store , did...

 2o22.o8.21  Today was long and stressful .  I'm not even gonna vent and say why ,  there's no point really 😕.  My dad took me and Terry to get groceries & then went to the pet store for flea stuff for Nelly and Luna  . I saw this fish toy , I had to get it .  I also saw this catnip spray , all Nelly does is lick it she don't even play with the fish .  Thinking I should of bought the 30 doller fish that moves,  maybe she would play with it . Ended up going to Terry's friends house for super.  They had roast and I couldn't eat it so I had to go to to the store and buy myself something . Ended up getting chicken burgers for me . Then .. Alisha took my phone and took a shit tone if pictures of their cat .  Cute cat don't get me wrong , but everytime we go there she does it . This is one of the 20 pictures of the cat  I thought this one was cute  Had to share it :)  Thimmothy being a bump on a log  Payton playin...

 2o22.o8.20 (Saturday) - ...  Went outside to check on my plants  Found this bee on the flower my momma gave me for mother's day 💕  Honestly can't believe it's still alive  Tried to get another picture of the bee but it ended up flying away  🐝  . Today is very stressful ,  Gonna be so happy for it to be over ! I made two posts about why I'm stressed but not going to post them ,  don't need people mad at me when there already mad at me  😔  Other then that ... I geuss today was okay  LONG  but okay ?  .  I was going threw things in the back room and found a bunch of Islas old baby blankets and more vhs tapes  Kids are watching vhs tapes for the weekend . Hoping tomarrow is a better day 🙏  actully praying tomarrow is a better day ! Baby Isla popped up in my #TimeHop today , I don't remember what we were doing today , Joys of having a bad brain 🧠  😆 lol Isla was so chunky , She lost all her baby ...

 2o22.o8.19  -  wanted to give a strawberry update . Was looking threw my posts and noticed I posted about them when I planted them back in 2o21 but didn't give an update.  So here it is  🍓  I got 6 strawberry bushes now 4 dollerstore berry's  (2o21) 2 different ones from amazon (2o22)  🍓  These are my strawberry plants (2) from last year ,  I was happy they came back this year :) I want to separate them but Terry wants to leave them together because they produce alot of berry's.  Small berry's but ALOT of them . Kids are always eating the ripe ones every more as I'm watering them  🍓  The two on the outside are from last year and the one in the middle with the different colored leaves are planted this year .  🍓  This one is also from this year  It's got bigger berry's on it then the ones from last year witch is weird but I googled it and I geuss it's from different breeds of the berry . I don't know . lo...