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  I got a carpet a couple months ago and my boyfriends dog is wrecking it .  I shouldn't of got white but I thought it looked neat.   This is what the carpet used to look like  And  My side . It's cleaner then the other side my boyfriends side.  Mind the vaccume because I'm vaccuming and brushing it .  This is what it looks like now.  How do you clean it ?  It's full of dog hair , it's not white anymore . Boyfriend said I can't bleach it because it's harmful for his dog .  Ugh .  Any ideas ?  I really want to use bleach and water it down , maybe it will get his dog not to chew on it ? But I also don't want to hurt the dog . I do have a steam cleaner but i have to try and get the hair out first and it's HARD ! Forty doller carpet down the drain :(  Oh and I still have wax it it also . The heating it up with a blow-dryer smeared it . 🤬

  My girls wanted to play with there lol dolls with water to see them colour change .  My boyfriend's girls comes over for the night . "Mom do we have to share" - Alisha  "Yes you have to be nice and try to share" - me "But what if they break a doll or lose something?" - Alisha "Then you tell them that they can't play with your stuff anymore" - me "Okay" - Alisha  They were fine playing , I didn't care what they did because it was outside and not inside the house . My boyfriend's kid kept taking stuff WITHOUT asking . Catina yells and tells me so I told her "if you can't ask to see if anyone is playing with it first then you can't play with their stuff"  She completely ignored me like always . So I checked the time and told them all it's bed time and to pack up .  Ugh ! What would you do ?  ... ... ...

Today July 21st  Alisha had an appointment with her Dr about her hair . He measured how big the bold spots are , felt around it and pulled some hair to see how easy it was to come out . He gave Alisha two options . 1. She gets poked with needles in the head one by one , it will be painful . One needs 10 and the other spot looks like it needs 15-20 needles  2. Cream , we try that for two months in the bold spots . Just a chance of thinning of the scalp So Alisha chose cream . I have to wash my hands before and after putting the cream on her head . Only use a small size (pea size) rub it in . Waiting for the Dr .. of course we are going to be 10 mins early lol  After the cream  After the cream About the cream We shall see in two months (September) if anything happens  PS. I asked Alisha if I can post these pictures  😘

I bought strawberries from the dollerstore in Chatham ,  planted them in May of 2021 . Didn't know if they would grow or not . I might buy more if they show up next year at the dollerstore .  Only because I read online that they grow back each year , can never have enough strawberries 🍓 😂 A couple days after planting them ..  May 13th May 22ed May 29th ...... June 2ed June 5th ......... June 9th I stopped taking photos of the strawberries 🍓 for a bit because to me they weren't growing and I liked the sunflower's 🌻 more lol  July 15th- I thought it was pree cool them getting flowers on them , just didn't replant them till three days later . Had to get more bins and dirt . The strawberry is starting to grow flowers and green berries ,  Now maybe my kids will eat them instead of me buying them and them going to waste ? Have to replant them today  July18th 2021 Terry breaking up the strawberry plant so it can be replanted . Ended up having four separate bus...

  I need organization ideas ... The reason is , is because I'm saving up to buy a house .  My kids have tons of toys that need to be organized . I have my bedroom that is cluttered . I bought my kids some plastic organization things for their Barbie's . I think they need more . They already have two totes full of toys . My house is cluttered and it's getting anoying looking at it every day .  I thought having a shelf for books and art stuff would work but no it don't , I thought puting a shelf in the back room where I store all my girls old clothes for Isla would work it kinda did but then I just kept piling more shit ontop of it ...  I'm a Horder 😬 It's hard for me to give away stuff , I would rather keep holding onto it just in case I need it or if my kids needs it . I need to stop doing that . But hey I've been donating my son's old clothes and my youngest old clothes that don't fit them anymore , so their is that lol .  I think this weekend I...

  I was curious and looked threw my hard drive because I whiped my phone out the other day , and came across some more pictures that looks like her hair is falling out .  May 31st June 6th  Both of these were tooken at 711 parking lot after we got slushies . I can't find any more photos with the top of her head  ... Wednesday can't come fast enough . (Her appointment) Maybe it's a good thing I take lots of pictures lol  {To be continued...}

  June 12th 2021 . When I first started knowing her hair was falling out . I thought it was going to the beach the one day with Terry and his family .  But nobody else has what she has. I started looking at older pictures and turns out she had this patch for a little bit before the 12th.  🤔 .  My daughter Alisha is losing her hair.  (I got pictures)  Has been for a month or so now ,  I've googled it and said something about her immune system or she needs to switch shampoo and it even said being around someone who got the covid shot 😟 I've tried giving her gummies for her immune system and she has been going outside more for the sunlight . Nothing has changed her hair is still falling out . So I switched the hair shampoo to kid friendly and scent free . Her hair is still falling out .  Now I don't want to beleive it's because she's around someone who has had the vax so Im making an appointment with her Dr tomarrow .  Just have to say that sh...

  I kinda want to start a new blog . Forget about this one because there is ALOT of shit on it I should delete but I've already shared them so ...  Don't know if I should . Humm ... .. Turns out I have to go back to the heart specialist and get a stress test done . This shall be interesting because I failed the first one I did last year , I hated running on the treadmill . I don't even like running lmao . What they make you do is you get hooked up to wires ,  Go on this treadmill that's kinda slanted upwards ,  They make you do three speeds and you can't stop .  It sucks  I was hoping not to do that test again ! They are growing bigger 😍🌻 ... This popped up on Facebook today , it was a video off rumble.com so I screenshoted it . I'm sure you can find it on the website , I'm going to screen record the 19 min video after my kids go to bed . It's pretty interesting .  Apparently the news media is going to come out publicly about no more masks on the 19t...

  July 1st 2021 I ordered a bunch of stuff off of this other website called Pat Pat .  Timmy didn't want any new clothes , So ,  I went to Walmart and got him a couple toys to equil out to what I got my girls . I hope they come in , Isla keeps playing with her hair clips and losing them . She LOVES to do Alisha's hair and my hair . Catina even let's her do her hair sometimes also . :)  👍 Update : July12th 2021  They came in 😍 Isla loves the butterfly ones ,  she wore them to her eye appointment today . Isla also got a new fan from the dollerstore , Poor girl has to start Waring a patch on her good eye for a hour to correct the bad eye . lmao I didn't notice her yogurt drink in her hood untill now 😂 that's where it went lol  One of my favorite sunflower's 🌻 that are growing , it's got two heads that bloomed and there is a bunch more growing  Alisha playing with Snapchat before bed  END!! 😘