Be Yourself & Be YOU!

  So they changed the way this blog is .  I can't really switch much on it like how I would before so ... Sorry ?  ........ My thoughts ,  I'm annoyed by how the school is lately because when my kids go to school they CAN'T play on the equipment in the am or after school .  The kids CANT talk to anyone and have to be apart from ANYONE !  They go inside in the am and they HAVE to get this nasty spray (that I can smell not even being beside my kid) on there hands and if they whipe it off or say it burns the teacher DONT even care . I don't know what the school is like inside because I'm not going to ware a mask to go inside a building where you can't catch the "covid" virus .  I see bus student getting off the bus waring a mask , who knows how long there on the bus for and even the bus driver (when it's proven NOT to ware while your driving because you could pass out from carbon monoxide poisoning) . and there's only like 5 people on the big buss...

So ... The person who is fixing my roof is back today. Man is he loud , kinda sounds like he's gonna fall threw the roof. They only came once last week I beleive, I just hope they dont fill the garbage pail up with the shingles again. I could barly move them to the road. ... .. ... .. ... We watched this movie called "The house with a clock in the wall" its with Jack black. Pree good movie, Never new it would have that kind of twist in it. But I still think they should of did a better ending tho. Also, you would figure jack black had more powers then what he shows! our new kitty oreo , we got a new one because the one we had got hit by a car and i felt bad for my kids not having a pet. So I looked around and got this kitty When we got him, it was house trained he ended up being Alisha's best friend! Don't know what happend to him tho We moved to town and a couple years later it disappeared .

...  Stupid me forgot i had a hole in my boot , walked in a puddle and my foot got soaked. Time for new boots . Court got remanded again , it was a weird one today. I never get wanded (whatever it is called) but i walked in emptied my coat pockets, the girl asked me to open my coat so I did, I walk threw and the scanner didn't go off but she still wanded me? Then she kept going to the second floor and looking over to where me and my sister was. Do i seriously look dangerous or something? I cant even hurt a fly. I can kill spiders and ants. Its not like im gonna pull anything in a court building knowing they have camras and cops on the third & first floor. Im not that stupid. But .. Its all good. Maybe next time I should bring my purse. I got a bunch of stuff in there. She Will have a hay day going threw everything. Might take her a good ten mins. lmao ..... Catina :)

I feel like I'm in a happy place right now,  I cant remember when the last time I was like this  It feels awesome :)  Now I just have to try and help Alisha threw her anxiety , its hard tho. Because I never had the help and dont know how to help her. So i got a book , it talks about fears and other stuff in a child's mind. But... I don't think she has fear,  shes smart and a brave girl who will challenge herself. Its more like people anxiety (dont want to be around them, dont want to talk to them and she pushes them away she would rather be alone sometimes) . I'll admit its hard, so I'm asking the system for help with it but to me it seems like they dont want to help. They want you to ask for help but then they choose to turn you down (if that makes sense) .  On a positive note , she has her eyore and talks to it , plays with it and carrys it everywhere she goes.   .....  Im just hoping she don't end up like me , shes too ...

Alisha, Timmy & Catina We went to Timmy's in the am,  seen catinas Sunday School teacher.  Catina wanted to sit with her so I let her! Anyhoo,  I'm back home waiting for the healthy babies lady to show up at 10:30am .  Me sister is showing up also,  she's a awesome support,  better then my mom was to be honest. To me when my mom was involved she was only in it for herself or came around when she wanted something.  But sence I haven't been talking to her things are WAY better! We had the healthy babies meeting outside,  went good.  Next time were going to watch a movie :) But... The cas meeting was interesting, I'm just going to say... I know something you don't know! .. That's the end of this blogg,  I'll possibly wright one tomorrow don't know yet because I'm not doing anything other then Timmy's speech And my children's behaviour should be coming over just don't know what time

Today is the day Alisha and Thimmothy get referred to a special Dr to see why they act out so much.  I asked my sister if she can come with me because she knows how to word things better then I do :)  ..   .. ..  The daily routine,  wake kids up at seven and leave by eight thirty.  At least Alisha brushed her hair today,  today's off to a great start! We actually walked to Tim Hortons this morning,  they were super buzzy.  But at least it ain't as hot as it was yesterday.  Oh Timmy wanted to ware his suit so I let him he looks so handsome in it :)     Going to try and put everything in this one blogg instead of having two a day like I have been.  ....  1pm- I leave to get my kids from school,  they have a appointment at 2pm ,  my two kids are getting referred to a person on king Street :)  .  I found my old book that I used to wright everything in might post them lol. ....

Catina school work catina school work ... Had the most random dream ever ! Kinda didn't want to wake up but me alarm went off at seven am, . Kids are eating breakfast ( they got themselves cereal) , took them a half hour to eat not even half a bowl . GRRRR! ... We were late getting to school because Thimmothy didn't want to go but had to explain to him that school is important so he can get a awesome job when he gets older :) , . I came back home around 9:30am (health nurse is suposto be here at 11am, lets see if shes late) ! I hate it when people set up a appointment at a certain time and there late , if there early i don't care but late by five or more minutes it drives me crazy! Health nurse was on time , she stayed for a hour. Talked about fire safety and picky eaters (catina), Isla wanted to nap so I putted her down for a nap at 12 (right after she left) .. Booked for another day  were going to do Isla check list thinny to see if sh...

Today's the day my kids have school all three of them this year :)   Carina is in grade 3  Alisha is in grade 1  And Thimmothy is in JK :)   Now I know you were suposto register them in the summer some time but I didn't have the time to so I had to do it today.  Lucky I brought there i.d with me to the school.  Packed the bags also so they could start school today.  I ended up walking back home around 10 am with Isla,  didn't go to timhortans because it was to hot.  I didn't really do much today but I remember carrying Isla with the baby snuggie thinny that you carry the baby in (if that makes sence)  lol.   Picked up my kids at school around 3.20 they let Timmy out first then had to wait till 3.35 for my girls to get out of school.  We ended up walking to my sisters house and had super,  then her boyfriend ended up driving us home around 7pm.  Had baths,  Brushed t...