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I'm done thinking about everything
Im starting fresh 
Forgeting about everything
And 
Im changing me for the best.

No more boy clothes 
No more thoughts about my past 
And 
No more regrets.

Its time to let it go!

Today is a brand new day!
Going back to the old me :) 

Staying positive
Thinking positive 
And going to be happy 

I deserve this!!

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 2o24.o2.o6          (an update at the bottom) . Last weekend when Payton and haily were over we planted some seeds and the lettuce is growing . Well starting to sprout . Got my light out of the garage ,  it's cold so have to wait a couple hours to use it so opend a window and placed them in it for now . Thinking about planting some carrots again and mellons :) , Just have to find more dirt and wash my containers that are outside . .  Oh and I also got bored , So decided to roll my change . Haven't counted it yet but there's alot of nickles and dimes . . 🪴  Update  2o24.o2.o7 Checked the lettuce today and they got taller :) ,  moved them under my light I got a couple years ago and they seem to like it . The lights in Timmy's room and he likes turning the light on in the am and off  (I think he likes having responsibility) Hoping these grow good like last years did . Only did 2 and not a bunch like last year because they didn't...
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Wendesday March 2ed 2022

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Wendesday March 2ed 2022 9.30pm  My planters and other grow opp thing came in . We replanted the baby aloes , I am also trying to get Timmy's tree back to life . The cat nocked it over a couple months ago .  I still want to plant carrots and potatoes,  just have to buy them . Didn't really do much today ...  Wasn't bad outside tho , kinda getting warmer.  My kids are excited to learn about planting and growth :)  Catina actually helped me and Terry with the momma aloe and the baby aloes . Found out today that there can be girl and boy aloes . But they only produce for a few years (says google) . I really hope my 4 strawberry bushes survived the winter . I kinda want to bring them inside but also don't want to shock them from being cold to all of a sudden hot .  Oh . I re-download #TimeHop on my phone after I took all my pictures off and putted them into Dropbox.  Took a couple days but worth it , now my phone ain't slow anymore lmao . It's Isla 2 ...
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February 27th 2022

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 February 27th 2022  Sunday 8.30pm Isla celebrated her 5th birthday today.  Only had a small family thing.  She picked out her own cake & cupcakes🧁 Went to Walmart and bought some toys she picked out .  I also bought some seeds and these things that my sister mentioned on Amazon to grow your own veggies and fruits . Wanted to get some herbs but I honestly don't know how to grow them . Don't know if it's the same as the other seeds .  I need to do a huge purge with the back room . I seem to get rid of some stuff but MORE stuff gets piled back there everytime .  I'm a harder 😕  Might do daily posts again after I get those planter things in a couple days . Gonna teach my kids how to grow and take care of plants 🪴  Teach them stuff the school won't teach anymore.  The strawberry plants actually made it threw the winter , gonna keep those for outside and see if they get bigger , (Last year they were tiny) and try to grow some inside th...
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A hot night 👎 June 5th2o21

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  This picture was actually tooken on the 20th of June , Terry didn't work so we walked to 7/11 got slushies and me a water .  Alisha picked out her sandles , I know they are to big but thoes are the only ones SHE liked and didn't want any others !  The reason why I'm uploading it to this blog post is because I was looking at it and I felt like it needed a picture . And also , I didn't make a post about that day . .  👎 Ugh it's a hot one tonight . Could you call this a rant or thoughts before bed ? Humm ... Oh I know . "just a typical might in my well lived in home" lmao  .. Got the AC on in the kitchen with a fan blowing into the living room .  Have another fan in the living room circulating the air and another fan blowing into the front room because my bedroom is their . And I also have two fans in my room .  I'm actually surprised that my hydro ain't high this month .  And I'm surprised that the breakers didn't blow yet .  But shhh don...
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2o24.o1.12 - Friday

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 2o24.o1.12 - Friday Today's weather sucks . Snowing and raining ,  kinda like slush outside . You know what I don't understand . People who drive but park on sidewalks . It's kinda annoying epically with shitty weather .  Like just pull up a couple more inches you ain't gonna hit the car infront of you .  Don't you think it's better then having to pay a fine for blocking the sidewalk ?  Ugh ! . Alisha took this a couple days ago , Was looking for a picture to post and came across this one . It kinda seems like Nelly don't like her picture tooken ,  Well at least by Alisha . 🐈 
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🎂 Happy birthday TIMMY 💙

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Happy birthday timmy :) 🎉💙🎂 Timmys birthday present :) He LOVES it because it conects to his other hot wheel track. ... . . ... . ... So... I attempted to make a cake today and its been two years sence I did.  It ... Kinda worked lol First, only the top started cooking  So I turned my temp down and it actually started cooking better. (I should really read boxes better instead of looking at the pictures only) Then this ...  The cake ended up being on a slant, Kinda like a hill  Lmao.  I think it's funny how two years ago I could make cakes then when I try today I cant  Ugh! Hoping the design turns out Okay because the cake ain't even. I think I did a good job , looks NOTHING like the picture i wanted to do lol ... ... .. .. ... ... Its a cold one again today , Snowed in the am but it stoped.  Where was this snow back in December? It would of been nice to have a white Christmas 🎄  It...
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Another appointment

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Nelly got a bath

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Wednesday thoughts - June30th2o21

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  June 30th 2021 ..  My back has been hurting like crazy lately ,  So I got a couple heating pads and a couple ice pads for it because I'm stubborn and won't take pills for the pain,  Not to self ,  When your younger DONT crack your back just because it "feels good" ,  talk to your Dr about your back hurting and he will recommend what you should do .  If I only did that instead of just cracking it for 20 years straight ...  Ugh !  But that's not the only reason why I have arthritis in my back and neck ,  It's also because after I stopped smoking I be came LAZY !  Something you don't do ,  what I should of done was forced myself just to go around the block or even down the street . Now I'm living with the consequences ! 👎 😟  Just some more thoughts before bed  Catina has been changing the blonde hair on the dolls with the extra hair chalk I bought the other day . Nifty idea if you ask me . She said she wants to custo...
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Its been a while 👋

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 2o24.o2.26 🍅  Separated some of the tomato plants that were clusterd together . After moving them they seem fine so far . They didn't wilt or anything . Fingers crossed 🤞  There is still bigger ones that I grew in water that need bigger pots just have to wait till warmer weather for thoes .  There kinda stuck in the water for now  Went to the dollerstore  grabed some dirt and some small containers till I wash the big ones that are outside for them . 🍅 🍅  Oh ..  Isla had her birthday celebration on the weekend (Saturday)  She bought a bunch of stuff with her 100$ I gave her . I got a couple pictures but not as many as I did at the old place . She seemed happy that day ! She LOVED being the center of attention . 🎂 
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