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I'm done thinking about everything
Im starting fresh 
Forgeting about everything
And 
Im changing me for the best.

No more boy clothes 
No more thoughts about my past 
And 
No more regrets.

Its time to let it go!

Today is a brand new day!
Going back to the old me :) 

Staying positive
Thinking positive 
And going to be happy 

I deserve this!!

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A rant

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I've prolly said this before, but... I think my kids school should get another secretary. I had to go to the school early because they called me.  So I did.  Timmy was walking from the bathroom with a buddy (they use the buddy system) and I told Timmy to get his stuff were going to be going home.  I walk into the office and the secretary was there talking to her friend for a good 20 minutes.  Just pretending I wasn't there. I told catina Madswel get your stuff and we can go home early.  I didn't say anything while I was waiting in the office to ask her if she can call alisha to get ready to go home.  Once Timmy walked into the office the secretary asked timmy why he was here. I stepped up and said "ive been waiting here 20 minuts to ask you if you can call my kids down but you didn't even acknowledge I was here. You chose to talk to your friend." Then I walked out, Me and Timmy walked to Alisha's class and asked her t...
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🤣 more random thoughts 🙃

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..... .....  I would attempt to try and communicate with you but at the same time I don't want to.  ,  I don't think there is a point in trying.  Just because I have your child & your family don't like me or want me around I don't see why I should to be honest!  It's interesting on how you block me on everything then unblock me the day before mine and Corey's no contact order expires.  You have my sisters boyfriends number for Isla witch means you don't need to contact me.  You want to try and be civil for my child because YOU are turning over a new leaf and YOU want to have a brighter feature?  ,  what does that have to do with me or Isla?  It don't,  it just means YOU want to do stuff and it don't mean we have to talk.   Maybe one day we can get along but right now...  No,  we can't.  Your father shouldn't of done stuff and you shouldn't of lied to me about many things when we wer...
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Fidget toys 👍

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Fidget toys  (click link) ..  Catinas A free one with our first order Alisha's Islas Thimmothys is the dinosaur .... When I was at my appointment , My kids new "toys" came in the mail . It only took a month but I think it's worth it . Bought more (they picked what ones they want) .. 👍
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⛪ Church day ⛪

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💚💚💚💚 Alisha and Thimmothy come back from Corey's house today at 4pm :)   ..  ..  ..  ..  Got to love it when your teeth start hurting out of the blue.   Me and catina left at 1oam to go to church,  it was actually nice outside before church but after it started to rain so I asked my sister if her boyfriend could drive us home.   Really hoping tomorrow don't rain,  but I'm going to end this short blogg due to the fact I have to clean my house and my kids are coming back home at 4 :)   Might make another one if something exciting happens but I honestly doubt that lmao Catina and her Sunday School teacher
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☃ we finally have snow ☃

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Drive safe today!  .. .. .. .. ..  Me and my kids spent the night at my sisters last night because we are going to Costco in Windsor. Went to bed there was snow but wasn't alot but when we woke up the ground was covered. Where was this snow back in December for Christmas ?  It would of been nice to have a white Christmas this year.  Anyhoo...  Alisha took pictures of herself in the am and i took pictures of Isla. ... ... ... ...  Yesterday when my kids were at school I went the the mall and got a pair of hair clippers for Timmy , he needed a hair cut it was almost to the point where you could put it in a pony tail.  I did a okay job but missed one spot.  When we go home im going to have to fix it because it's noticeable . .. ... .. ... .. ... .. ✌
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February 27th 2022

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 February 27th 2022  Sunday 8.30pm Isla celebrated her 5th birthday today.  Only had a small family thing.  She picked out her own cake & cupcakes🧁 Went to Walmart and bought some toys she picked out .  I also bought some seeds and these things that my sister mentioned on Amazon to grow your own veggies and fruits . Wanted to get some herbs but I honestly don't know how to grow them . Don't know if it's the same as the other seeds .  I need to do a huge purge with the back room . I seem to get rid of some stuff but MORE stuff gets piled back there everytime .  I'm a harder 😕  Might do daily posts again after I get those planter things in a couple days . Gonna teach my kids how to grow and take care of plants 🪴  Teach them stuff the school won't teach anymore.  The strawberry plants actually made it threw the winter , gonna keep those for outside and see if they get bigger , (Last year they were tiny) and try to grow some inside th...
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A new day !

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I've been honestly feeling alot better these past few days . I prolly already said that in my other post but meh ...  Ive noticed that me and my sister has a good relationship , a relationship that me and my mom should have. But at least I no I can count on her. I never thought me and my sister would be this close, only because I didnt like how she left the house when we lived in the county. But I finally knocked that wall down sence I know I can trust her again. My councler told me I should re connect with the people I used to and I did :) there awesome to hang around. They haven't met my kids yet tho because I have this trust issue with people. (Because of reasons) not going to make the same mistake twice. Some people do learn from there mistakes and some don't.  Ive learnt that trusting the wrong person could back fire! But also not trusting anyone could make you isolated too. Both of thoes mean alot to me. [If any of that makes sense] ... I'll admit...
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🙃 second blogg of the day! 🙃

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I'm surprised that nobody told me to quit singing while I walk around town lol.  I do it every day.   ...  But the talent show was good but two people shouldn't of been in it though,  this one girl could really sing and one could dance.  Ali did an amazing job with her performance and catina did also 😀  But it's three so now I have to walk back to the school to get my kids.   But,  nothing exciting happend.  Besides daddy came over and took me to get groshrys,  they had some deals at NoFrills & Shoppers Drug Mart!  Baths then bed by 8pm only because I got cleaning my house and lost track of time 🕒 
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☔a rainy day🌂

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Sheldon,carissa,catina& mom Isla suntail  Tomarrow is my kids last day of school,  today its raining.  We walked to Timmy's in the am before school,  it didn't start to rain till we got to the school witch was good.  But I got soaked on the way home had to change.  Timmy and Ali's behavioral should be showing up today but they didn't call me for the time,  it's pree much the waiting game right now.   Apparently they showed up at my house because I got a phone call at 1pm and it was Timmy's behavior lady meanwhile there wasn't a nock on my door?  Something seems weird there. Also..  It started to pour out rain at 3 PM so I ended up having to walk in it to get my kids from school ... Nothing interesting happend today,  other then the fact I cooked super and kids didn't want to eat it,  but it's all good. LOL
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🎂 Kingsly&Tristian birthday party 🎂

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Me Isla and Catina spent the night at my sister's. But we went to the Santa Claus parade from 6.30-almost 8. Had to leave because Isla was getting cold! Sorry but didn't feel like doing a blog yesterday due to the fact I wasn't having a good day! But.. Its 8.15am and Isla just woke up so I'm giving her a bubba, then going to change her bum. Kinda sounds like Catina is up also but not 100% sure. .  the birthday went good , gave Tristan five bucks and kingsly four(i owe him a dollar) for there birthday present Back at me sisters house for the night , Catina had a shower Goodnight
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