Be Yourself & Be YOU!

I have a feeling that the principal at my kids school is out to get me or dislikes me .  All because I refuse to sign an iep paper for my oldest who gets A's & B's .  When my other two children who go to school NEEDS help aint geting the help that they need . I know the school gets extra funding for all the kids who have an iep in place but why have a child who dont need help have one ?  Also , she purposely puts two dog signs up where i walk my kids to school and nowhere else around the school ?  Ofcourse I'm going to call the school board and ask why .  They didn't even know she did that and dont know why there were only in one spot at the school .  And then there is today ... I thought school staff is suposto be nice while talking on the phone with you about something ?  Nope not her .  She was a bitch .  I simply asked her what a word ment (I cant even spell it) and she gets louder , refuses to tell me then cocks an attitude twords me...

I get my eyes checked today. My kids are at school and my sister has Isla. ... At the eye dr place , he did a bunch of tests and asked a bunch of questions. but .. I geuss over the four years sence i got them checked they gotten worse, I'm getting a stronger prescription and he wants to see me again in three months to see if they are working. Got to love having my eye site. .. The holiday train drove by my house , its only a couple cars but it's pree cool they do that. They did it last year also I believe . ... .. ... .. I'm surprised you picked up Ali and Timmy today after school. You looked sour but oh well its court orderd! Alisha 🍕 This is my last post in November ,  might continue them in December but dont know yet, depends on how my days go. 

I bought a new book today.  About sleeping disorders. I'm betting you can just google the stuff but id rather have a book where I can wright my own stuff in. This is my tenth book I've bought this year. :)  I've started reading it and it is interesting. It talks about if your eating right,  if you had a bad day,  and a bunch of other stuff that makes it so you cant sleep.  It also talks about how much sleep you need to function threw out the day. Many people don't beleive that I read because they go off on how you talk.  But I do.  Its hard to believe myself actually. ...  Anyhoo ,  I talked with my counclier today ,  She asked me what I wanted to do with my spare time and i told her I wanted to work.  Ive alwys wanted to work, even when I was with my kids father but he wouldn't let me  he said "its the man's job to work while the mother stays home with the kids...

I dont know why but when my kids come back on Sunday they wake up at 4 in the morning.  Its been happening for a month now.  Don't know why they do it but they do. ..  I got a eye appointment on Friday , its been four years sence i got them checked. Eyes are super blury and there not brown anymore they turned green. Just hope its nothing serious don't really want to get eye surgery. Thats kinda the reason why I havent went back to see the eye person. He told me if the patch didn't fix my right eye in a couple months that my right eye needed surgery. He also said im 75% blind in my right eye and my left is trying to work for the both of them. I geuss I alwys had bad eyes. ... Other then that ... Today is pretty boring so far. Isla is at my sisters house, my three are at school till 3:35pm and i got nothing to do other then clean my house . lol Maxwell finish this post and clean Ugh!

So ...  I downloaded this roblox game on my computer , sence they were all watching it on You-Tube . Catina seems to like it so far.  Ali & Timmy have to wait till tomarrow to play it. (They go to bed at seven and catina goes to bed at eight)  She played this bubble one where you have to blow bubbles and then pop them , it gives you coins. You upgrade the gum and even get a pet. Its pree cool i think , I was playing it when she went to the bathroom. Then she played one called "the real easy obby" , she got frustrated with it and changed it.  I just hope Timmy aint like his dad and gets angry when something don't go his way in the game.  ..... .....  I seriously can't wait till I find a new place where you cant find me.  Its not that I'm scared of you ,  Its the fact of you watching me for no reason and you get your friends to watch me.  Good night ;) sweet dreams

...  Stupid me forgot i had a hole in my boot , walked in a puddle and my foot got soaked. Time for new boots . Court got remanded again , it was a weird one today. I never get wanded (whatever it is called) but i walked in emptied my coat pockets, the girl asked me to open my coat so I did, I walk threw and the scanner didn't go off but she still wanded me? Then she kept going to the second floor and looking over to where me and my sister was. Do i seriously look dangerous or something? I cant even hurt a fly. I can kill spiders and ants. Its not like im gonna pull anything in a court building knowing they have camras and cops on the third & first floor. Im not that stupid. But .. Its all good. Maybe next time I should bring my purse. I got a bunch of stuff in there. She Will have a hay day going threw everything. Might take her a good ten mins. lmao ..... Catina :)

You know when you have an appointment in the am and you need sleep?  Yeah ... It looks like I ain't getting any sleep because theres someone out front of my house with a shopping cart, hammer and other stuff doing something. All you can hear from my room is banning. Hes been out there for a hour now . it's 11:11pm and I got court in the am. But cant sleep.  I'm not a cop caller but if he ain't gone by 11:30pm I'm gonna call the cops. Hoping my neighbour hears him and does it before me.  Next thing you know he's all cracked out and don't realize he's doing what he is doing. But still... Keep it moving and do it infront of someone elses house.  REALLY starting to hate living where i am right now! Also.. I know my camra sucks in the dark.  He has a white tuke (however its spelt), Green shopping cart ,  Black coat. From what I can see threw my window.

. ... ... . Re arranged my living room so I can put the tree in a better spot. Had to take pictures down and move them to a different wall.  Took a lot of work. Also I putted the train I bought last year under the tree. Timmy really likes it, the first thing he does when he comes home from school is tries to turn it on :) .. You would think the person who is doing my roof would be done by now , cant even use my garbage pail too heavy for me to move to the road its full of shingles. Owner should of got people who knew what they were doing to fix the roof . ... There's nothing else to say about today .. 🍀

I took catina to the Christmas parade , it was a slow start but in all it was a good parade.  It wasn't as cold as it was last year And  Catina got a bunch of candy .  ...  The grinch was pree cool . he was locked in a cage ,  I also liked the people on stilts that was cool.  They had a bunch of stuff alot of fire trucks. ..  Me and catina made another Christmas deccoration , painted them and putted stuff inside them. I putted feathers and Tina putted beads. Can't wait till Timmy&Ali come home tomorrow so they can do theirs . Today Isla sees Bradley from ten till four. Hope she has fun and don't come back miserable like every Saturday

I geuss you dont understand what a court order is, this is the third week in a row you made excuses not to be at the school to pick up your kids . I understand you were in the hospital once but the other two times you could of actually went to the school .  Your ridiculous. Lucky it takes catina an extria ten mins to get out of the school or timmy and Ali would still be there. Kinda disliking that we cant communicate but its for the best we don't.  ...  I'm just saying next time your not at the school on Friday to pick up my kids your not going to get them because I'll call the system and explain why they aint going and ask them why your aloud to break the court order!   ...  Also , im tired of timmy freaking out and having a meltdown when you don't show up. The School sees it and one day your going to break his heart and he wont want to see you. Just think about that.  If only they can choose to see you like catina has a choice ...

The people who are fixing my roof I dont think they know what they are doing. They barely here and now my roof is leaking .  Maybe my owner should actually hire a proper roof company then it would actully be done by now. Its been a week almost two. And there's only one guy fixing it ? Shouldnt there be a couple maybe four at the least?  Grrr ....  Oh .. Also alisha got a letter saying she is approved for extria help ? I never aplyed for anything, i looked into things just never called. Debating on weather or not to call or to look into it more.  Ive been played by the system and I'm tired of them. UPDATE: They came back to fix the spot where the roof was leaking a hour later :) 

I got a new Christmas tree 🎄 ,  My kids helped decorate and made ornaments for it also. We made stars , pipecleaner garlin amd painted pinecones. I thought about buying more colourful balls for it and then they can make there own , just haven't made it that far. ... On another note , I'm thinking my morning routine is predictable  Only because I see the same people each day but on wemdesday (today) there was something different.  It kinda felt like I was being watched. Ive felt like that before because corey had his friends watch me but this time was different.  After I brought my kids to school I walk to Tim hortans then I walk home. I was listening to a podcast on my phone and heard footsteps behind me , when I looked back there was nothing there . I replayed the spot in the podcast and it didn't have that noise.  Maybe im paranoid , who knows.  But if anyone who dated someone and that someone wont leave you alone . you will unders...

Me Isla and Catina spent the night at my sister's. But we went to the Santa Claus parade from 6.30-almost 8. Had to leave because Isla was getting cold! Sorry but didn't feel like doing a blog yesterday due to the fact I wasn't having a good day! But.. Its 8.15am and Isla just woke up so I'm giving her a bubba, then going to change her bum. Kinda sounds like Catina is up also but not 100% sure. .  the birthday went good , gave Tristan five bucks and kingsly four(i owe him a dollar) for there birthday present Back at me sisters house for the night , Catina had a shower Goodnight

Catina school work catina school work ... Had the most random dream ever ! Kinda didn't want to wake up but me alarm went off at seven am, . Kids are eating breakfast ( they got themselves cereal) , took them a half hour to eat not even half a bowl . GRRRR! ... We were late getting to school because Thimmothy didn't want to go but had to explain to him that school is important so he can get a awesome job when he gets older :) , . I came back home around 9:30am (health nurse is suposto be here at 11am, lets see if shes late) ! I hate it when people set up a appointment at a certain time and there late , if there early i don't care but late by five or more minutes it drives me crazy! Health nurse was on time , she stayed for a hour. Talked about fire safety and picky eaters (catina), Isla wanted to nap so I putted her down for a nap at 12 (right after she left) .. Booked for another day  were going to do Isla check list thinny to see if sh...

.. I don't know why but I kept waking up every two hours, crazy ! Me alarm goes off at 7am ,we left to go to the school at 8.30am but showed up at 8.50, got them down to twenty mins instead of a hour .. I like Alisha's behavioral lady :) , she talks to me more then Thimmothys does. But she had good things to say about Ali, just that shes completely different at school then home she just needs to open up more and talk more. Thimmothy's behavioral was late by ten minutes , but she said instead of going to the school I have to bring him & Ali to the main office now, sucks because I walk but it's all good!  Orderd 🍕 pizza from Pizza Hut and it was not cooked all the way , the dough was really doughy but the toppings were cooked all the way . I think they had the pizza pan not in the middle of the oven. But other than that ... My kids had a bath then brushed there teeth then went to bed by seven o'clock :)  Goodnight sweet dreams

(A rainy & stormy day!) Still doing this blog on me phone :) , went to bed at 12.30 am (wasn't tired) .. Isla decides to wake up at five am , so I changed her then putted her back to bed. Woke back up at her normal time 7am.. Catina woke up at 8am (had cereal) ...  Didn't really do much today , Tiff and Todd picked my kids up from Corey's today , Alisha FINALLY had her glasses, got no clue why she has not came back with them sense we moved back to Chatham. Came back at my place around 5:30 (had super at me sisters place) , Time for baths then bed! Going to bed early that's why im posting this at 8pm  ---------- Thimmothy has his behavioral tomorrow after school , hope we make it home on time , just going to have to leave a note on me door just so she don't leave if we end up being late.  And Alisha's behavioral is coming to talk to me about what she observed at the school also, Great! , I'm not much of a people person but if i have...