November 14th 2018

I got a new Christmas tree 🎄 , 

My kids helped decorate and made ornaments for it also. We made stars , pipecleaner garlin amd painted pinecones. I thought about buying more colourful balls for it and then they can make there own , just haven't made it that far.

... On another note ,

I'm thinking my morning routine is predictable 

Only because I see the same people each day but on wemdesday (today) there was something different. 

It kinda felt like I was being watched.

Ive felt like that before because corey had his friends watch me but this time was different. 

After I brought my kids to school I walk to Tim hortans then I walk home. I was listening to a podcast on my phone and heard footsteps behind me , when I looked back there was nothing there . I replayed the spot in the podcast and it didn't have that noise. 

Maybe im paranoid , who knows. 

But if anyone who dated someone and that someone wont leave you alone . you will understand where im coming from .

...

I'm still waiting for the day so I can move on with my life and he can move on with his. Ive tried moving on, tried forgetting about things and tried to leave the past behind 

but its hard when people won't let you forget about what happend in your life and it sucks.

I'm really tired of everything!

.. The days still young so who knows what else could happen 🍀