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I have a feeling that the principal at my kids school is out to get me or dislikes me .  All because I refuse to sign an iep paper for my oldest who gets A's & B's .  When my other two children who go to school NEEDS help aint geting the help that they need . I know the school gets extra funding for all the kids who have an iep in place but why have a child who dont need help have one ?  Also , she purposely puts two dog signs up where i walk my kids to school and nowhere else around the school ?  Ofcourse I'm going to call the school board and ask why .  They didn't even know she did that and dont know why there were only in one spot at the school .  And then there is today ... I thought school staff is suposto be nice while talking on the phone with you about something ?  Nope not her .  She was a bitch .  I simply asked her what a word ment (I cant even spell it) and she gets louder , refuses to tell me then cocks an attitude twords me...

Today went good  Dont have to go back to tuccumsi anymore for my lungs :)  Today was the last day  My breathing was 88% but it improved from the last time I went there  The specialist said I'm border line asmetic (however that's spelt) I have asthma but not enough for a puffer ? Hes sending me to get a body scan done because the reason why im lightheaded aint from my lungs it's from something else .  Also got my right ear checked out again today , Tomen said that the cyst is trying to push itself out thats why I'm getting a hole behind my ear ..  Turns out my body is just fucked lmao  👾  #TimeHop 3 years ago ! Bradley & Connie with Isla in the hospital . .

Okay...  So ,  court for c.a.s should be done next month but I doubt that.  I just don't see why your putting up a fight with everything,  why can't you just sign the damn papers and get it over with?  But no, That would be to easy for you tho wouldn't it?  I honestly forgot I tried taking you to court before the system got involved but you had to bring it up today.  Its all good tho.  Nothing you say or do bothers me anymore.  I've learnt to let the past go and live in the moment :)  You become happier if you do.  Also... You should tell your friends to stop driving by my house its not like there gonna see anything.  (Just saying) .. ... .. I've had three unposted days , so I just posted them :) (Winter cleaning & BLAH) ✌

So ..  Today ,  two years ago [Sunday night] Alisha came back from coreys house not feeling well.  Ended up taking her to the hospital turns out she was dehydrated and had an internal yeast infection. They hooked her up to a couple machines  then they moved her to the third floor. She was in the hospital for two days to get her fluids up. Corey and his dad came there for a little bit to see her.  And daddy came up to see her also after he was done work. Still wondering how she ended up with the internal infection tho. Till this day she still has that eeyore. She won't part from it , still sleeps with it also!

I bought a new book today.  About sleeping disorders. I'm betting you can just google the stuff but id rather have a book where I can wright my own stuff in. This is my tenth book I've bought this year. :)  I've started reading it and it is interesting. It talks about if your eating right,  if you had a bad day,  and a bunch of other stuff that makes it so you cant sleep.  It also talks about how much sleep you need to function threw out the day. Many people don't beleive that I read because they go off on how you talk.  But I do.  Its hard to believe myself actually. ...  Anyhoo ,  I talked with my counclier today ,  She asked me what I wanted to do with my spare time and i told her I wanted to work.  Ive alwys wanted to work, even when I was with my kids father but he wouldn't let me  he said "its the man's job to work while the mother stays home with the kids...

I got a new Christmas tree 🎄 ,  My kids helped decorate and made ornaments for it also. We made stars , pipecleaner garlin amd painted pinecones. I thought about buying more colourful balls for it and then they can make there own , just haven't made it that far. ... On another note , I'm thinking my morning routine is predictable  Only because I see the same people each day but on wemdesday (today) there was something different.  It kinda felt like I was being watched. Ive felt like that before because corey had his friends watch me but this time was different.  After I brought my kids to school I walk to Tim hortans then I walk home. I was listening to a podcast on my phone and heard footsteps behind me , when I looked back there was nothing there . I replayed the spot in the podcast and it didn't have that noise.  Maybe im paranoid , who knows.  But if anyone who dated someone and that someone wont leave you alone . you will unders...

Ive been in a better mind set for the past couple days,  Minus the fact that I cant draw anymore . My councler told me I was probably stress drawing but I dont know ... This has never happend to Me, i miss drawing (used to do it every time I went out for a ciggerette or when my kids were sleeping) gave me something to do. My councler also told me to talk to people I used to talk to before , its hard when you havent spoken to them in 8-9 years! But I re met with one of them so far and he still looks the same but just acts a little differently . its cool tho because I'm not the same as I was back in 2008 right lol , people change. Other then that ... I'm slowly gaining weight , I'm up to 110 again , I've been drinking these shake things and having a gummy vitamin in the am . :) so happy about that !!! My oldest had her birthday last month and my 2ed born is having her 7th birthday today actully :) , they grow up so fast. This is more like a how I am doing blog...

Sheldon,carissa,catina& mom Isla suntail  Tomarrow is my kids last day of school,  today its raining.  We walked to Timmy's in the am before school,  it didn't start to rain till we got to the school witch was good.  But I got soaked on the way home had to change.  Timmy and Ali's behavioral should be showing up today but they didn't call me for the time,  it's pree much the waiting game right now.   Apparently they showed up at my house because I got a phone call at 1pm and it was Timmy's behavior lady meanwhile there wasn't a nock on my door?  Something seems weird there. Also..  It started to pour out rain at 3 PM so I ended up having to walk in it to get my kids from school ... Nothing interesting happend today,  other then the fact I cooked super and kids didn't want to eat it,  but it's all good. LOL

💜 Today is a buzzy day,   My kids gots school in the am 9.15am-3.35pm Thimmothy has speech at 9.30am I got counseling at 10am  And Parenting at 4pm .. .. .. ..  As usual I wake up my kids at 7am,  they get ready,  eat and all that jazz.  Then we leave for school at 8.30am I stay at the school till the teachers come outside,  give kids a hug and kiss,  then leave.  I'm off to my counseling with Cindy,  Thimmothy does his speech at the school so I don't need to be there.  Kinda works out for me but I wouldn't mind seeing how he is doing. ..... It's a rainy day today,  My sister is bringing Isla back at 2 ,  hope the rain holds up till we get home at 4 .....  I'm not adding anymore to this blogg,  but. ..    I've been adding my old book onto this,  there all from 2017 ,  but I'm only adding the ones that ain't boring lol  💜