Update 🐢

Ive been in a better mind set for the past couple days, 

Minus the fact that I cant draw anymore .

My councler told me I was probably stress drawing but I dont know ... This has never happend to Me, i miss drawing (used to do it every time I went out for a ciggerette or when my kids were sleeping) gave me something to do.

My councler also told me to talk to people I used to talk to before , its hard when you havent spoken to them in 8-9 years! But I re met with one of them so far and he still looks the same but just acts a little differently . its cool tho because I'm not the same as I was back in 2008 right lol , people change.

Other then that ... I'm slowly gaining weight , I'm up to 110 again , I've been drinking these shake things and having a gummy vitamin in the am . :) so happy about that !!!

My oldest had her birthday last month and my 2ed born is having her 7th birthday today actully :) , they grow up so fast.
This is more like a how I am doing blogg lmao .

My son is all done his speech intell they re assess him (if spelt right) and my youngest is still almost walking , she gots appointments for her legs

Its like 3am that im wrighting this because I cant fall back to sleep . went to bed at 10pm and woke up , got to love that