Be Yourself & Be YOU!

 2o23.12.23 - [pictures at bottom] . Alishas hair stuff came in on Friday . She was REALLY excited ! I asked her before she went to her dad's house for the weekend if she wanted to bring a bottle there sence i bought 2 and she said no . I'm fine with her not brining it there it's her choice because i got them for her . I actually found it threw a Facebook ad and did some googling with the ingredients that was in it , I guess they all are good for hair . Well according to Google . I also asked her if she's okay with me taking pictures to see the progress of the hair stuff I got to see if it's actually working . (If that makes sence) And she said yeah , as long as I don't show anyone . . Tomorrow is Christmas eve and I got to make sure I have everything for Christmas , my dad is coming and so is a couple other people . Kinda glad we moved into a nicer home because now I can actually invite people over . Getting a bunch of stress pimples also because the planing of...

 2o23.12.22  Today was ...  meh . Monday is Christmas and honestly it don't even fell like Christmas  I got a tiny black tree because I got nowhere to put my 7foot white one .  Catina and me decorated it a while ago & there's only a couple presents under it . There is a bunch of elfs on the shelf (5) to be exact lingering around the tree also .  Catina said she don't like them so everytime I go to the store I get one ONLY because she keeps trying to take them and put them away . Christmas just hasnt felt like Christmas sence 2o15 ,  kinda sucks to be honest . Wonder if it's because I haven't really spent a Christmas with all my kids at once in years . 🎄 🦌 One of the elfs   🤶  New decoration my dad found for me from timmys :)  🧑‍🎄  Islas hat was sticking up after school the other day . She's holding a present she made at school  ☃️ Nelly , She wanted to be a present  🎁 

Todays Friday, Ali&Timmy get picked up by corey at 3.35 (after school)  And I'm getting my tooth pulled today at 11. Sucks that I have to miss my kids Christmas play maybe I'll have enough time after I get it pulled.  Don't know yet. .. ... .. ... .. So .. Went to get my tooth pulled. They didn't numb it this time, they froze it instead. Couldnt feel the left side of my face for a couple hours. Ended up taking a nap. Woke up and my face was all tingly. It was a raniny day today. Really hoping it snows this weekend before Christmas that would be cool. Didnt do much today! ✌ Catina's performance in the gym Her teacher sent it to the seesaw app so i could see it :). She did a good job! Thimmothys performance today in the gym. :)  Didn't get Ali's sent to the seesaw app yet. 

I took catina to the Christmas parade , it was a slow start but in all it was a good parade.  It wasn't as cold as it was last year And  Catina got a bunch of candy .  ...  The grinch was pree cool . he was locked in a cage ,  I also liked the people on stilts that was cool.  They had a bunch of stuff alot of fire trucks. ..  Me and catina made another Christmas deccoration , painted them and putted stuff inside them. I putted feathers and Tina putted beads. Can't wait till Timmy&Ali come home tomorrow so they can do theirs . Today Isla sees Bradley from ten till four. Hope she has fun and don't come back miserable like every Saturday

I got a new Christmas tree 🎄 ,  My kids helped decorate and made ornaments for it also. We made stars , pipecleaner garlin amd painted pinecones. I thought about buying more colourful balls for it and then they can make there own , just haven't made it that far. ... On another note , I'm thinking my morning routine is predictable  Only because I see the same people each day but on wemdesday (today) there was something different.  It kinda felt like I was being watched. Ive felt like that before because corey had his friends watch me but this time was different.  After I brought my kids to school I walk to Tim hortans then I walk home. I was listening to a podcast on my phone and heard footsteps behind me , when I looked back there was nothing there . I replayed the spot in the podcast and it didn't have that noise.  Maybe im paranoid , who knows.  But if anyone who dated someone and that someone wont leave you alone . you will unders...