Be Yourself & Be YOU!

I took catina to the Christmas parade , it was a slow start but in all it was a good parade.  It wasn't as cold as it was last year And  Catina got a bunch of candy .  ...  The grinch was pree cool . he was locked in a cage ,  I also liked the people on stilts that was cool.  They had a bunch of stuff alot of fire trucks. ..  Me and catina made another Christmas deccoration , painted them and putted stuff inside them. I putted feathers and Tina putted beads. Can't wait till Timmy&Ali come home tomorrow so they can do theirs . Today Isla sees Bradley from ten till four. Hope she has fun and don't come back miserable like every Saturday

This has been an interesting couple months so far. My children hasnt missed a day of school so far :) , havent been sick or anything ! So happy. Thimmothy got his x ray results and there good. Also his and alis blood work is normal. I'm actually ganing weight I'm 115lbs now and not under weight , still going threw court bullshit. C.a.s lied to my lawyer and now hes bitter about , know he knows how I feel about them.  Ali and catina got there ears pierced back in August.  I haven't been able to draw anything in a while, but still have my counclier . ..... Halloween is comming up and we got pumpkins to carve :) Not much of an update but ... Havent posted in a couple month's 🍀

Friday,  we spent the night at my sisters house,  went to see fireworks at the collage in Chatham.  Got eaten alive by mosquitoes.  It was a REALLY hot day.  Saturday,  we all went to Mitchell's bay,  it was another hot day.  Sunday,  catina and I went to church.  My sisters boyfriend drove us there in the am,  then picked us up at the Timmy's by the cop shop I got that mystery pain in my side that I've been getting for years now.  But..  Around 7 I went with my sister and her boyfriend to pick up my two kids from Corey.  Bad idea,  he knew I was in the car and kept looking at me.  I understand that the no contact order is over and done with but,  honestly I still don't want to communicate with you.   We all ended up spending the night at my sisters house again,  only because its to hot in my house.  And she has ac.  ...  ...  Today Monday,  it is...

Me and catina spent the night at my sisters house last night.  Isla gets to see Bradley today 10am to 4 pm. Me my sister and her boyfriend are bringing isla to Bradley in Tilbury then he is brining her back at four to my sisters house.  What I don't get,  Bradley chooses not to talk to me because I won't get back together with him so he would rather talk to my sister instead?  Why tho?  I'm the parent to Isla,  but I personally don't care that we don't communicate between one another because that's one less person that I have to talk to 😀.  Don't faze me one bit! ...  Anyhoo,  getting on with the day,  It's a rainy day today  And my sister has this big party for Tia planed today.   I got Tia a card that Catina picked out and 20 bucks.  ...  My phone is actually at 12 % while I'm writing this maybe I should plugg it in lol 😂😂😂 Kingsley 💞 Today went good tho,  seem...

Okay, so i'm going to keep this simple. I know I haven't posted on here in a LONG time because i've been going threw some things but ..  I'm gonna attempt this again! I have a conciliar (if spelt right)  ,  and I see her every other Wednesday.  What she says seems to be helping me :)  I've been drawing more,  I've been taking pictures of myself more and I'm actually looking at people's faces when they talk to me.  So,  yeah!    I remember when I first met Cindy,  I wouldn't look at her,  barley talked to her (because I didn't know her or trust her)  but now, I can tell her anything ,  she's like the mom I NEVER had!   My mom can be a bitch,  I know she's my mom and shouldn't be saying that about her but..  She shouldn't be staying with someone whom likes to cheat and lie to her.  She would rather choose a guy over her family!  Yeah.. .  Interesting I know lol.  But ,...

Me Isla and Catina spent the night at my sister's. But we went to the Santa Claus parade from 6.30-almost 8. Had to leave because Isla was getting cold! Sorry but didn't feel like doing a blog yesterday due to the fact I wasn't having a good day! But.. Its 8.15am and Isla just woke up so I'm giving her a bubba, then going to change her bum. Kinda sounds like Catina is up also but not 100% sure. .  the birthday went good , gave Tristan five bucks and kingsly four(i owe him a dollar) for there birthday present Back at me sisters house for the night , Catina had a shower Goodnight

I remember today like it was yesterday.  Catina has a choice now to go to Corey's or not,   so she chose to stay home with me and Isla.   Well mom wanted to take Catina to the fair,   not me,   just Catina,   but I told her its a package deal.  If Catina is going so is Isla and I.   Mom and Charles picked me, Catina and Isla up around 10am.  We go to Tim Hortons for coffee and donughts.   Then we head to the fair.  I can't remember what time we showed up,   but Catina went on a few rides,   got her face painted,   had food and drinks also.   The day was going good. ..  Until ...  Charles decides to fuck off on us with the van keys,   I honestly don't see why he needed the van keys when mom was driving?   But that's besides the point.   The point is,   he walked right by us looked at us the...