why ? 😴

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Around 3:30am

 I wake up because my steryo cranked itself and woke me up .

it hasn't done that in a long time ! 

Not sence I took it out of the living room. 

Weird that it's doing it again tho. 

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 Can't really do anything today because its raning again , 
at least I've been keeping up with cleaning my house :) I admit i was lazy and didnt feel up to it but sence i spoke to my councler last week I have the motivation to lol 
Alisha's hair style today , she actually wanted it up :)

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🙃 second blogg of the day! 🙃

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I'm surprised that nobody told me to quit singing while I walk around town lol.  I do it every day.   ...  But the talent show was good but two people shouldn't of been in it though,  this one girl could really sing and one could dance.  Ali did an amazing job with her performance and catina did also 😀  But it's three so now I have to walk back to the school to get my kids.   But,  nothing exciting happend.  Besides daddy came over and took me to get groshrys,  they had some deals at NoFrills & Shoppers Drug Mart!  Baths then bed by 8pm only because I got cleaning my house and lost track of time 🕒 
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Its been a while 👋

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 2o24.o2.26 🍅  Separated some of the tomato plants that were clusterd together . After moving them they seem fine so far . They didn't wilt or anything . Fingers crossed 🤞  There is still bigger ones that I grew in water that need bigger pots just have to wait till warmer weather for thoes .  There kinda stuck in the water for now  Went to the dollerstore  grabed some dirt and some small containers till I wash the big ones that are outside for them . 🍅 🍅  Oh ..  Isla had her birthday celebration on the weekend (Saturday)  She bought a bunch of stuff with her 100$ I gave her . I got a couple pictures but not as many as I did at the old place . She seemed happy that day ! She LOVED being the center of attention . 🎂 
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Just a random thought

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 2o24.o2.o4  . Kids these days have no respect . Meaning ,  You ask them if they can try and play quieter without the screaming on top of lungs because there playing in the living room and your trying to watch a show but NO they can't do that . They think they can do whatever they want because at the other place they live in they can do what they want when they want and they dont have rules . Thoes kids can say they have rules at there home but in reality they don't because if they do they would be better then they are . Annoyed . I'm just tired of it because it happens EVERY time they come over !  Oh and also , The only time they are quiet is if it's there show that is on that they want to watch . 🫨 
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Lettuce (feb 6th&7th)

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 2o24.o2.o6          (an update at the bottom) . Last weekend when Payton and haily were over we planted some seeds and the lettuce is growing . Well starting to sprout . Got my light out of the garage ,  it's cold so have to wait a couple hours to use it so opend a window and placed them in it for now . Thinking about planting some carrots again and mellons :) , Just have to find more dirt and wash my containers that are outside . .  Oh and I also got bored , So decided to roll my change . Haven't counted it yet but there's alot of nickles and dimes . . 🪴  Update  2o24.o2.o7 Checked the lettuce today and they got taller :) ,  moved them under my light I got a couple years ago and they seem to like it . The lights in Timmy's room and he likes turning the light on in the am and off  (I think he likes having responsibility) Hoping these grow good like last years did . Only did 2 and not a bunch like last year because they didn't...
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👎 court - Timmy's field trip 💙

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Today is going to be a stressful day , My kids got school and I got court  I'm REALLY hoping this dumb c.a.s bullshit is over and done with so I can get on with my life. Like I understand I got with the wrong guy after me and my 7year boyfriend broke up but still, i'm not with him anymore so move the fuck on and leave me alone already !!! ...  I'm not going to lie but today was straight up bullshit with court,  suposto be there at 10 am for the court case but the dumb cas lawyer pushed it to 2.30 PM so me and my sister waited all day at the fucking court building, just for them to stay involved.  I personally don't care if they are still in my life at this point but I feel like they are OVER stepping and ain't doing there jobs.  Sure I get it I have a speaking problem but that's not my fault,  my momma never got me help and I'm a lost cause because of it,  and that don't effect the way I parent.  I'm not as dumb as you think I am.  ...
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I messed up !

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 2o23.12.12 OMG !  So , this is being wrote on the computer WITHOUT spell check ,  and theres bound to be misspelled words :) . Around 7pm today I decided to make coffee ,  I have the coffee can beside the sugar on the counter . I poured my cup of coffee then I went to the sugar thinking I would grab that ...  Nope ,  I grabbed the DAMN coffee can !!  I ended up putting coffee grinds into my coffee and Alisha saw .  You would think she would say something to me but nope she didn't . So ,  I had to dump my cup out and pour new coffee into the cup and made sure I grabbed the sugar !  I think I need to go to bed early today . .
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⛪ Church day! ⛪

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Catina #TimeHop  Let's talk to meself some more :) First I want to say that you can tell that I don't normally write bloggs,  I jump from one thing to another ,  but that's also how my brain works and why I couldn't focus in school. .. Honestly I don't know what I would do without me sister,  sure we don't always get along and have our moments but that's what family does.  :)  Thank you A LOT Tiff I really appreciate what your helping me with!! ....  I guess today and is father's Day? I didn't know that until I woke up at four in the am because I couldn't sleep..  Anyhoo , me and Catina (my oldest)  go to church ⛪ .  She loves it,  I was thinking about getting her saved but id rather do it once she knows what it's about,  because I'm saved and id figure it would be good for her!  She is turning 9 on the 9th of July this year.  She said that its her special birthday cus its the day she's born on and it'...
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🤣 more random thoughts 🙃

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..... .....  I would attempt to try and communicate with you but at the same time I don't want to.  ,  I don't think there is a point in trying.  Just because I have your child & your family don't like me or want me around I don't see why I should to be honest!  It's interesting on how you block me on everything then unblock me the day before mine and Corey's no contact order expires.  You have my sisters boyfriends number for Isla witch means you don't need to contact me.  You want to try and be civil for my child because YOU are turning over a new leaf and YOU want to have a brighter feature?  ,  what does that have to do with me or Isla?  It don't,  it just means YOU want to do stuff and it don't mean we have to talk.   Maybe one day we can get along but right now...  No,  we can't.  Your father shouldn't of done stuff and you shouldn't of lied to me about many things when we wer...
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2o24.o1.19 - just a random blogg post about today

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 2o24.o1.19 -  Man it was cold out today .  Froze my arss off going to school in the am and picking Isla up after school .  . Nelly , She was sitting on the couch watching TV the other day , Decided to take a picture . . Today I attempted to shovel the driveway for my mom when she comes back from work , Didn't end up that well . It took me an hour and I couldn't even do it all ,  also it was still snowing so it kinda didn't matter . But at least I tried . . I honestly think my neighbour's is stealing my packages I get monthly because I haven't got them in 2 months and they do take the money out .  I did message them but they haven't messaged back . God I hate neighbour's with a passion Wonder if it's because I'm not a people person ?  Who knows lmao  . ✌️ 
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Never will i buy dvds from amazon again!

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 2o24.o1.22  . I don't think I'm going to buy dvds off Amazon again . Here's why , I bought some TV series of shows that I used to watch on TV as a kid .  Thought my kids would like to watch them . The pictures at the bottom are how the one DVD came in the mail . I wanted to contact support about it but turns out you can't . I looked everywhere and even googled contact Amazon ,  All you can do is wright a review or send it back .  So I wrote a one star review hoping Amazon would message me about and they haven't yet .  (They came in the mail on Sunday the 21st AKA yesterday) Annoyed and disappointed because in reality they ain't both worth 20bucks if it's going to come damaged ! Looks like I'm not getting the 100doller little house on the parie DVD set now . Really wanted it because it's been SO LONG sence I've seen it on TV ! 👋 
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