why ? 😴

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Around 3:30am

 I wake up because my steryo cranked itself and woke me up .

it hasn't done that in a long time ! 

Not sence I took it out of the living room. 

Weird that it's doing it again tho. 

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 Can't really do anything today because its raning again , 
at least I've been keeping up with cleaning my house :) I admit i was lazy and didnt feel up to it but sence i spoke to my councler last week I have the motivation to lol 
Alisha's hair style today , she actually wanted it up :)

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⛪ Church day! ⛪

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Catina #TimeHop  Let's talk to meself some more :) First I want to say that you can tell that I don't normally write bloggs,  I jump from one thing to another ,  but that's also how my brain works and why I couldn't focus in school. .. Honestly I don't know what I would do without me sister,  sure we don't always get along and have our moments but that's what family does.  :)  Thank you A LOT Tiff I really appreciate what your helping me with!! ....  I guess today and is father's Day? I didn't know that until I woke up at four in the am because I couldn't sleep..  Anyhoo , me and Catina (my oldest)  go to church ⛪ .  She loves it,  I was thinking about getting her saved but id rather do it once she knows what it's about,  because I'm saved and id figure it would be good for her!  She is turning 9 on the 9th of July this year.  She said that its her special birthday cus its the day she's born on and it'...
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2o24.o1.19 - just a random blogg post about today

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 2o24.o1.19 -  Man it was cold out today .  Froze my arss off going to school in the am and picking Isla up after school .  . Nelly , She was sitting on the couch watching TV the other day , Decided to take a picture . . Today I attempted to shovel the driveway for my mom when she comes back from work , Didn't end up that well . It took me an hour and I couldn't even do it all ,  also it was still snowing so it kinda didn't matter . But at least I tried . . I honestly think my neighbour's is stealing my packages I get monthly because I haven't got them in 2 months and they do take the money out .  I did message them but they haven't messaged back . God I hate neighbour's with a passion Wonder if it's because I'm not a people person ?  Who knows lmao  . ✌️ 
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Never will i buy dvds from amazon again!

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 2o24.o1.22  . I don't think I'm going to buy dvds off Amazon again . Here's why , I bought some TV series of shows that I used to watch on TV as a kid .  Thought my kids would like to watch them . The pictures at the bottom are how the one DVD came in the mail . I wanted to contact support about it but turns out you can't . I looked everywhere and even googled contact Amazon ,  All you can do is wright a review or send it back .  So I wrote a one star review hoping Amazon would message me about and they haven't yet .  (They came in the mail on Sunday the 21st AKA yesterday) Annoyed and disappointed because in reality they ain't both worth 20bucks if it's going to come damaged ! Looks like I'm not getting the 100doller little house on the parie DVD set now . Really wanted it because it's been SO LONG sence I've seen it on TV ! 👋 
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The aloe babys might not make it

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 2o24.o2.o7 When Terry brought the momma aloe into the house it had a bunch of baby's growing . It's been inside the house sence November I think (could be October) And the baby's are not standing up anymore , There laying down and one of them is broken off with no roots ?  It's like the momma aloe pushed it off . I honestly don't know much about aloes  But this is the first time I've seen baby's laying on the ground and not perked up like when they go outside . Also the mommas bottoms leaves are going black (I think she needs the sun soon)  And yes I know it needs more dirt inside the container . Planing on topping it off once we take the baby's off again . 🌱 
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Its been a while 👋

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 2o24.o2.26 🍅  Separated some of the tomato plants that were clusterd together . After moving them they seem fine so far . They didn't wilt or anything . Fingers crossed 🤞  There is still bigger ones that I grew in water that need bigger pots just have to wait till warmer weather for thoes .  There kinda stuck in the water for now  Went to the dollerstore  grabed some dirt and some small containers till I wash the big ones that are outside for them . 🍅 🍅  Oh ..  Isla had her birthday celebration on the weekend (Saturday)  She bought a bunch of stuff with her 100$ I gave her . I got a couple pictures but not as many as I did at the old place . She seemed happy that day ! She LOVED being the center of attention . 🎂 
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Just a random thought

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 2o24.o2.o4  . Kids these days have no respect . Meaning ,  You ask them if they can try and play quieter without the screaming on top of lungs because there playing in the living room and your trying to watch a show but NO they can't do that . They think they can do whatever they want because at the other place they live in they can do what they want when they want and they dont have rules . Thoes kids can say they have rules at there home but in reality they don't because if they do they would be better then they are . Annoyed . I'm just tired of it because it happens EVERY time they come over !  Oh and also , The only time they are quiet is if it's there show that is on that they want to watch . 🫨 
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The Tomato's

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 2o24.o3.o5 I don't think my tomato plants liked being switched from water to dirt . I think the move shocked them because there kinda droopy . But it had to be done because they were turning yellow . Used water bottles for now because I didn't have enough dirt and my containers are outside , it's raining , I don't want to wash them right now lol  . Update coming soon ! 🍅 
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IM BACK :) 2018.06.16 (me thoughts)

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Okay, so i'm going to keep this simple. I know I haven't posted on here in a LONG time because i've been going threw some things but ..  I'm gonna attempt this again! I have a conciliar (if spelt right)  ,  and I see her every other Wednesday.  What she says seems to be helping me :)  I've been drawing more,  I've been taking pictures of myself more and I'm actually looking at people's faces when they talk to me.  So,  yeah!    I remember when I first met Cindy,  I wouldn't look at her,  barley talked to her (because I didn't know her or trust her)  but now, I can tell her anything ,  she's like the mom I NEVER had!   My mom can be a bitch,  I know she's my mom and shouldn't be saying that about her but..  She shouldn't be staying with someone whom likes to cheat and lie to her.  She would rather choose a guy over her family!  Yeah.. .  Interesting I know lol.  But ,...
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An accident + pictures 🌱 🐈 + thoughts before bed !

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FYI : I've edited this post three times now , Once when I posted it ,  seccond when I added the pictures and now because I added a little thought before bed at the bottom 😂 Figured madswell instead of making a bunch of posts in one day like I have been doing ! ---------- •July 7th 2o21• Catina was playing with Luna 🐕 around Timmy in the living room , Luna got to excited when she had her ball in the air and jumped onto Timmy .  Ended up scratching Timmy in the face  Hoping it goes away before this weekend because his dad will cock an attitude about it . Terry putted aloe vera from our plant on his face so hoping that helps sence I can't find my pollysportan . Timmy's okay , it's not bleeding ,  He just sais it hurts a little bit . It's just two red scratches from Luna's front paws .  I took pictures but not going to post them I'm just going to document them as the days go by . I also saved the camera footage from the living room. Ugh .  he has his occupati...
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2o24.o1.12 - Friday

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 2o24.o1.12 - Friday Today's weather sucks . Snowing and raining ,  kinda like slush outside . You know what I don't understand . People who drive but park on sidewalks . It's kinda annoying epically with shitty weather .  Like just pull up a couple more inches you ain't gonna hit the car infront of you .  Don't you think it's better then having to pay a fine for blocking the sidewalk ?  Ugh ! . Alisha took this a couple days ago , Was looking for a picture to post and came across this one . It kinda seems like Nelly don't like her picture tooken ,  Well at least by Alisha . 🐈 
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