why ? 😴

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Around 3:30am

 I wake up because my steryo cranked itself and woke me up .

it hasn't done that in a long time ! 

Not sence I took it out of the living room. 

Weird that it's doing it again tho. 

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 Anyhoo ...
 Can't really do anything today because its raning again , 
at least I've been keeping up with cleaning my house :) I admit i was lazy and didnt feel up to it but sence i spoke to my councler last week I have the motivation to lol 
Alisha's hair style today , she actually wanted it up :)

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A hot night 👎 June 5th2o21

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  This picture was actually tooken on the 20th of June , Terry didn't work so we walked to 7/11 got slushies and me a water .  Alisha picked out her sandles , I know they are to big but thoes are the only ones SHE liked and didn't want any others !  The reason why I'm uploading it to this blog post is because I was looking at it and I felt like it needed a picture . And also , I didn't make a post about that day . .  👎 Ugh it's a hot one tonight . Could you call this a rant or thoughts before bed ? Humm ... Oh I know . "just a typical might in my well lived in home" lmao  .. Got the AC on in the kitchen with a fan blowing into the living room .  Have another fan in the living room circulating the air and another fan blowing into the front room because my bedroom is their . And I also have two fans in my room .  I'm actually surprised that my hydro ain't high this month .  And I'm surprised that the breakers didn't blow yet .  But shhh don...
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An update on my life

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.  Alrighty ,  I had a crazy 3 months [July.August&September] And its still going on 🍀 In July ,  it's kinda hard to explain I was normal till 10.30ish possibly 11am  Me and my kids walked to the mall but after I walked into the dollar store I started sweating, going numb, felt really hot to the point where I would pass out . so we rushed out of there went up to the food court .  Once we got to the food court I called my sister and she helped me that day :)  The next day , same thing happend but it was to the point where I couldn't really walk (sister had to help me) , I passed out for a couple mins , my body was shaking and my throat was REALLY dry .  My sister takes me to the hospital I get hooked up to a heart blood pressure machine (if spelt right) and an IV . they took blood work from me and apparently I just needed to eat & drink more ?  Kinda hard to do that when I couldn't keep ANYTHING down other ...
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Wednesday thoughts - June30th2o21

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  June 30th 2021 ..  My back has been hurting like crazy lately ,  So I got a couple heating pads and a couple ice pads for it because I'm stubborn and won't take pills for the pain,  Not to self ,  When your younger DONT crack your back just because it "feels good" ,  talk to your Dr about your back hurting and he will recommend what you should do .  If I only did that instead of just cracking it for 20 years straight ...  Ugh !  But that's not the only reason why I have arthritis in my back and neck ,  It's also because after I stopped smoking I be came LAZY !  Something you don't do ,  what I should of done was forced myself just to go around the block or even down the street . Now I'm living with the consequences ! 👎 😟  Just some more thoughts before bed  Catina has been changing the blonde hair on the dolls with the extra hair chalk I bought the other day . Nifty idea if you ask me . She said she wants to custo...
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How do you clean this type of carpet ?

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  I got a carpet a couple months ago and my boyfriends dog is wrecking it .  I shouldn't of got white but I thought it looked neat.   This is what the carpet used to look like  And  My side . It's cleaner then the other side my boyfriends side.  Mind the vaccume because I'm vaccuming and brushing it .  This is what it looks like now.  How do you clean it ?  It's full of dog hair , it's not white anymore . Boyfriend said I can't bleach it because it's harmful for his dog .  Ugh .  Any ideas ?  I really want to use bleach and water it down , maybe it will get his dog not to chew on it ? But I also don't want to hurt the dog . I do have a steam cleaner but i have to try and get the hair out first and it's HARD ! Forty doller carpet down the drain :(  Oh and I still have wax it it also . The heating it up with a blow-dryer smeared it . 🤬
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The day i got ripped off

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 2o22.o8.19 (Friday) -  Click to Read Timmy's Eye Appointment These right here ... I was SO MAD 😠  The only reason why I'm posting about this is because it popped up in my #TimeHop today . I completely forgot about them because I don't know where my kids put them . Payed 20$ each (not including shipping&handling) , if I find the screen shots of them I'll post them . Ugh ! They were suposto be HUGE , NOT tiny . The bubble solution was empty also  (still have them, they kinda work) But not a website I'll trust again to be honest.  The boxes were damaged 😠  Update : (found the screen shots) Sorry it comes with an empty bubble container  But the one I got needed 3 batteries 🔋  Totally not worth the money to be honest  Ugh !
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Alisha's hair part 0ne

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  June 12th 2021 . When I first started knowing her hair was falling out . I thought it was going to the beach the one day with Terry and his family .  But nobody else has what she has. I started looking at older pictures and turns out she had this patch for a little bit before the 12th.  🤔 .  My daughter Alisha is losing her hair.  (I got pictures)  Has been for a month or so now ,  I've googled it and said something about her immune system or she needs to switch shampoo and it even said being around someone who got the covid shot 😟 I've tried giving her gummies for her immune system and she has been going outside more for the sunlight . Nothing has changed her hair is still falling out . So I switched the hair shampoo to kid friendly and scent free . Her hair is still falling out .  Now I don't want to beleive it's because she's around someone who has had the vax so Im making an appointment with her Dr tomarrow .  Just have to say that sh...
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Old pictures 😬

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  Found these gems on my phone when I was adding everything on hard drive .  These are from April 20th 2o2o ,   I beleive Alisha took them . Nelly knew something was wrong and was by my side every day for a month straight .  this was when I was able to walk to the school and back but couldn't go by myself , I was scared that I would fall or pass out randomly .  Its the day after I had to give the hospital back their eco thing ? It measures the heart beat and everything . Had to wear wires for three days . You can tell when you look at the pictures I was not feeling well (but I wasn't sick) I was going back and forth to breathing tests , ultrasounds on my heart and legs , MRIs were getting done .  .. I started to think to myself ,  I wonder if I push myself I'll get better ?  And I did .  I pushed myself because I got tired of just laying in bed all day barley being able to walk to the bathroom without help .  I couldn't even stand l...
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September :)

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 2o22.o9.o2 #Snapchat  There is nothing to do right now.  Catina is on the xbox , Isla is with her dad &  timmy , alisha are with there dad for the weekend . Im bored . I do kinda have a hobby witch is my fruit and veggie plants .  But I don't want to mess with the strawberry bushes because in a couple months they go into hibernation.  I know there's a specific word for it but I don't remember what it is . I'm just leaving the dead leaves on them and just picking the berry's off them . Oh I did get my new glasses today ,  there kinda to big , should of seen if I can exchange them but obviously well ,  I'll put up with them for the year . Isla also got her new lends today ,  I was looking at her glasses and i noticed the right lends is THICK like my right lends . Wow lol hoping her eye will correct so she don't need surgery . Yesterday , Alisha took this picture of Nelly sleeping .  💤 😴  Can you believe in February she will be ...
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💭 😬 Tuesday June 29th 2o21 (thoughts before bed)

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They finally gave Darryl's house more room on my game today :)  I think they should move the stairs tho because I have my tree's in the way and I keep clicking them . But overall I'm REALLY happy about this update with the game 😊 Excited for more room & more decorations for his house !  . 😬 My heart specialist called me today , He wants to see me again tomorrow to see if I'm good or if I still have the inflimation around my heart . It's been almost a year and half because the pandemic . So .. He said I need to come in tomarrow . I'll be happy knowing it's gone or almost gone because then I know I was doing something right for the past year in a half . I personally don't think I'll be able to handle bad news from him again . Bad enough my Dr told me I got blood clots in my legs (that's why I can't really feel them or walk/stand long) , I got arthritis in my back and neck . Plus on top of that I'm asmetic (however its spelt) I should ...
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Don't know a title ... 🤔

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  I kinda want to start a new blog . Forget about this one because there is ALOT of shit on it I should delete but I've already shared them so ...  Don't know if I should . Humm ... .. Turns out I have to go back to the heart specialist and get a stress test done . This shall be interesting because I failed the first one I did last year , I hated running on the treadmill . I don't even like running lmao . What they make you do is you get hooked up to wires ,  Go on this treadmill that's kinda slanted upwards ,  They make you do three speeds and you can't stop .  It sucks  I was hoping not to do that test again ! They are growing bigger 😍🌻 ... This popped up on Facebook today , it was a video off rumble.com so I screenshoted it . I'm sure you can find it on the website , I'm going to screen record the 19 min video after my kids go to bed . It's pretty interesting .  Apparently the news media is going to come out publicly about no more masks on the 19t...
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