Be Yourself & Be YOU!

I want to start a new blogg . Just start off fresh ,  But this one has too much on it  ... My morning routine switched sence I don't smoke or drink coffee anymore , My specialist said its a good thing that I quit smoking :)  That's pree much the only good news that i got . I got a cyst removed last week and ...  I think they should of stitched it close because now i have a hole where theres not suposto be one . Tomarrow I go to the hospital to get a ultrasound one on another cyst that I have (hoping they can fimally remove it)  ... ...  Today is the first day catina misses school because her toncles (if spelt right) are swollen  She usually gets this 2-3 times every year but her Dr won't remove them till she gets tonsillitis ??  Yeah I know I can't spell lmao 🤘

.  Alrighty ,  I had a crazy 3 months [July.August&September] And its still going on 🍀 In July ,  it's kinda hard to explain I was normal till 10.30ish possibly 11am  Me and my kids walked to the mall but after I walked into the dollar store I started sweating, going numb, felt really hot to the point where I would pass out . so we rushed out of there went up to the food court .  Once we got to the food court I called my sister and she helped me that day :)  The next day , same thing happend but it was to the point where I couldn't really walk (sister had to help me) , I passed out for a couple mins , my body was shaking and my throat was REALLY dry .  My sister takes me to the hospital I get hooked up to a heart blood pressure machine (if spelt right) and an IV . they took blood work from me and apparently I just needed to eat & drink more ?  Kinda hard to do that when I couldn't keep ANYTHING down other ...

Well ..  Another rainy day lol Kids went to school catina had her field trip today to the library , she didn't talk much about it so I don't think she liked the feild trip . ..  Turns out im underweight (99lbs) last week I was 110lbs , weird how I lost so much in so little time . "Are you trying to lose weight?" -my Dr  "No ? I'm trying to gain it , have been sence I had my first child" -me "Oh , were going to check your thyroid and send you to a specialist/ nutritionist"- my dr So now I have to do bloodwork for my thyroid ? (If spelt right) he thinks it might be over active  And he told me i need a specialist / nutritionist ?  I told my sister and she told me to wright down what I eat so im gonna attempt doing that lmao  Doubt I'll remember  ...  ✌

. So ,  My body is being weird. Every time I eat (sandwich , chips , any type of meat , pizza , ect) I get tired but I can eat pogos ?  If I eat a couple pieces of candy or chocolate or wakes me back up . I dont know i think it's weird .  I actually have an appointment with my Dr tomarrow in the am (hope everything is okay) . .....  This weekend was busy ,  Friday no school so we went to my sister's , my kids wanted to spend the night there so they did but i came home instead .  Saturday I went back to my sister's around noonish ? And Timmy wanted to spend the night (he didn't want to go to church)  Then Sunday ... Today ,  Was very LONG .  I was all up to going to church lastnight but when the am rolled around , I wasn't feeling it anymore .  But my girls wanted to go amd I already said we were going lastnight so kinda couldn't change my mind lol  Kids got school in the am , and cati...

Around 3:30am  I wake up because my steryo cranked itself and woke me up . it hasn't done that in a long time !  Not sence I took it out of the living room.  Weird that it's doing it again tho.   ........ ..... Anyhoo ...  Can't really do anything today because its raning again ,  at least I've been keeping up with cleaning my house :) I admit i was lazy and didnt feel up to it but sence i spoke to my councler last week I have the motivation to lol  Alisha's hair style today , she actually wanted it up :) ✌

London went good Me and tina spent the night at my sister's Thursday , Timmy & Ali went to there dads place for the night.  Ended up waking up early (if that made sence) Got to London and ...  The front desk usually tells me where to go but this time they didn't so, we got off on the 4th floor  ended up being the wrong floor so we had to go up to the 5th floor (got to love forgetting where you need to go when you go there EVERY year)  Ugh!! Anyhoo ,  They checked her weight . height and then asked questions / talked for 10 mins then waited for her actual dr to come in .  Her actual dr asked the same questions , then catina had to show off her spots .  Noticed there was one thats bumpy but there not to concerned about it  We talked about other things but I dont really want to say what they were because I feel like it should be between family/drs only. They asked about her scar on her for head again l...

So. . . Today I had to go to the other side of town to renew my oldest health card for London on Friday, I decided to walk there instead of taking the bus  because you know  I'm stubborn  lmao Anyhoo the wait time wasn't long , only had to wait like ten mins  But ... Turns out her health card addy was when I lived on park ave . She was like "your address the same ?"  I was like "Lacroix st?" She was like "no"  then i was like "umm, Blenheim ?"  She said "No Chatham" I said " Orchard Heights?" She said "no" Then she said the phone number and I was like no It should be 350 . Then it clicked into my head 5 minutes later that it could be Park Ave because that's my moms old number. UGH!!!  She told me I should change the addresses every time I move so now I have to log into their website and make sure all my kids address are the same ... Tomorrow I have to do that all over ag...

So I was concerned about Ali's lip being swollen, I called dr.tomen frist but turns out hes away till Monday then I googled walk in clinics in chatham and the closest one was the one in the mall. We got ready and then we went to the walk in uptown. Never again I tell you,  They are slow and the whole time the person is on the computer  Like why?  Why dont the real dr leave his house to actually see the patient . But other then that they do know what to do tho. (If that makes sence) Ali got this medication for the infection in her lip where the tooth went inside it. And has to take it for two weeks. And on top of that a bruse is starting to develop on the left side of her face.  Ugh.  Joys of kids being kids. Three more days till Ali gets the splint in her mouth.  I hope it don't hurt her and that they can still do it with the infection in her lip. ✌

Had to make my own ice packs because the ones we have are the blue plastic ones and thoes are too hard for her mouth, instead she is using a sponge with water #improvise Alisha is being strong  Although she keeps saying she don't like the way she looks. But then I tell her shes beautiful and that it will go away if you take care of it.  Shes also upset that she can't eat chips or cookies. If she wants cookies I told her she had to let them soak in milk for a minute, she tried it and liked them. Ali sais she's excited for Sunday  "Is it going to hurt?" Ali asked "I dont know ive never had to get a splint in my mouth, but I'll be by your side holding your hand if you want me to" I said "Okay" ali said. So ...  I dont think shes really excited but shes putting on a brave face. Other then that we went to the mall and got new shoes for school.  Turns out Timmy catina and alisha are all the same size ? S...

Alisha was brave today.  She had to go see the dentist because her tooth went threw her lip.  They took xrays and turns out theres a fracture in two teeth,  And that there her adult teeth. She has to go back on Sunday to get it splinted?  I never new you could do that to teeth. But you can. So now she cant chew and has to eat soft foods.  Lucky its march break and she dont have school.  But still going to have to go next week to the school to bring her something soft to eat instead of chewing foods because the dentist said she has to be moiterd and it "will" heal in a month. Going to be a long month , she cant even eat her choclate bunny shes gonna get from the easter bunny till her teeth/mouth heals. At least everything is okay and we went to the deatist when we did  ✌

I had an interesting experience at my eye dr place today.  Showed up ten to twenty mins early like always. I get registered then sit down and a guy starts talking to me, He looks fimular but I don't remember his name (I'm bad at names)  So , he's like "hi Vanessa"  And I'm like "hey"  Then he starts the convo. I just go along with the convo. (Because im nice) maybe to nice... But then it clicks in to my head that the guy whom was talking to me is actully the person who likes on the st on the way to my kids school and he sees me every day talks about the weather and other stuff. I remember his name now but I'm not going to say it on here. So I get called into my eye appointment the lady does her checks then tells me that she don't think the bump on my right bottom eye lid is a sti (or sty, however it's called) and that shes gonna refer me to a different eye Dr to see what it is because its not going away ...

Friday Feb.1st Catina :) #TimeHop nine years ago! This was when I lived on king street in Chatham  That was a okay house had lots of carpet tho. ... .. ... .. ... So , there ain't no school today. Its a p.a day but kinda wish there was school. Yesterday the plummer said he should be back today in the am to switch out the water lines so they don't freeze again. Maybe if it aint to cold we might go to Timmys to get a coffee. The toylate is working so is the sink but the guy said he's gonna talk to my owner about replacing the sink sence its cracked threw. (If that makes sence) and hes gonna get back to me about that. Other then that , I found out catina can build minecraft people on minecraft.  Its pree cool .  I tried and I failed  ✌ ... ... ... ... ... Saturday Feb 2ed. It wasnt actually that bad out this morning,  We walked to Timmys Alisha,  she wanted to ware my jammies today.  Couldn't say no Yo...

I woke up this morning expecting to use my downstairs bathroom ...  But turns out the damn pipes froze and I didn't know in till I used the toylate and couldn't flush.  Ugh! So I have the sink dripping and plugged (water won't go down) and have to keep using a cup to empty the water. At least the plummer guy is nice and gave me his number last year when it also happend around the same time. He said he might have to come tomarrow because he has to go to 15 other people who have no heat or water.  Witch is unserstandabe because I still have the upstairs bathroom to use.  I just don't understand why only the bathroom does it ,  not the kitchen or the upstairs bathroom.  But..  When I was leaving the school after i dropped my kids off he calls me and said he will be at my place in a hour. Maybe the other people ain't answering there doors? So im back home waiting for the plummer to come over ,  I just hope my h...

Happy birthday timmy :) 🎉💙🎂 Timmys birthday present :) He LOVES it because it conects to his other hot wheel track. ... . . ... . ... So... I attempted to make a cake today and its been two years sence I did.  It ... Kinda worked lol First, only the top started cooking  So I turned my temp down and it actually started cooking better. (I should really read boxes better instead of looking at the pictures only) Then this ...  The cake ended up being on a slant, Kinda like a hill  Lmao.  I think it's funny how two years ago I could make cakes then when I try today I cant  Ugh! Hoping the design turns out Okay because the cake ain't even. I think I did a good job , looks NOTHING like the picture i wanted to do lol ... ... .. .. ... ... Its a cold one again today , Snowed in the am but it stoped.  Where was this snow back in December? It would of been nice to have a white Christmas 🎄  It...

We didn't go to church today because it was snowing in the am. My kids wanted to go outside and play in the snow so we did for a hour.  Went threw a couple pairs of gloves,  and Timmy tried to shovel the sidewalk.  He did a good job! Didn't really do much today.  Actually surprised that my kids haven't tried being mean to each other yet today. ✌

Drive safe today!  .. .. .. .. ..  Me and my kids spent the night at my sisters last night because we are going to Costco in Windsor. Went to bed there was snow but wasn't alot but when we woke up the ground was covered. Where was this snow back in December for Christmas ?  It would of been nice to have a white Christmas this year.  Anyhoo...  Alisha took pictures of herself in the am and i took pictures of Isla. ... ... ... ...  Yesterday when my kids were at school I went the the mall and got a pair of hair clippers for Timmy , he needed a hair cut it was almost to the point where you could put it in a pony tail.  I did a okay job but missed one spot.  When we go home im going to have to fix it because it's noticeable . .. ... .. ... .. ... .. ✌

So..  This is my 1ooth post.  Including the ones I drafted and haven't posted. Have to go threw them to see if there worth posting. Catina wanted me to make her a Facebook , she already has one but forgot the password. I decided to create her a group She has control over it and its saved to the tablot they have. Possibly thinking on making one for Timmy and Ali also , because they take lots of pictures . They take more then I do Lol Just don't know yet. (Mystery to solve) Lol .. Today is Monday and I got my counclier today in the am. And its also the last time I see her Although she said that she is still willing to see me if I need to talk to her Witch is pree cool :) ✌

I've prolly said this before, but... I think my kids school should get another secretary. I had to go to the school early because they called me.  So I did.  Timmy was walking from the bathroom with a buddy (they use the buddy system) and I told Timmy to get his stuff were going to be going home.  I walk into the office and the secretary was there talking to her friend for a good 20 minutes.  Just pretending I wasn't there. I told catina Madswel get your stuff and we can go home early.  I didn't say anything while I was waiting in the office to ask her if she can call alisha to get ready to go home.  Once Timmy walked into the office the secretary asked timmy why he was here. I stepped up and said "ive been waiting here 20 minuts to ask you if you can call my kids down but you didn't even acknowledge I was here. You chose to talk to your friend." Then I walked out, Me and Timmy walked to Alisha's class and asked her t...

I got my eyes checked again yesterday. Out of all the places i went to only this one noticed I see double. So... I geuss i have to get a prisim (if spelt right) in my right lens to help correct my eyes better. Interesting. Also,  Nothing really exciting happened in the am.  But something finally popped up in my TimeHop :)  Only these from seven years ago.  Alisha and Catina. I take pictures I just don't really post them.  I used to post pictures daily but stopped. Alisha seven years ago .. She was just a young one here..  We lived on park ave  ... ... ... ... Catina seven years ago, I believe she was 2years old  :)  .... .. ... .... ... .. .... ✌