💭 😬 Tuesday June 29th 2o21 (thoughts before bed)

They finally gave Darryl's house more room on my game today :) 
I think they should move the stairs tho because I have my tree's in the way and I keep clicking them .
But overall I'm REALLY happy about this update with the game 😊
Excited for more room & more decorations for his house ! 

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My heart specialist called me today ,

He wants to see me again tomorrow to see if I'm good or if I still have the inflimation around my heart .

It's been almost a year and half because the pandemic .

So ..

He said I need to come in tomarrow .

I'll be happy knowing it's gone or almost gone because then I know I was doing something right for the past year in a half .

I personally don't think I'll be able to handle bad news from him again .

Bad enough my Dr told me I got blood clots in my legs (that's why I can't really feel them or walk/stand long) , I got arthritis in my back and neck . Plus on top of that I'm asmetic (however its spelt) I should be taking a puffer but I'm stubborn and don't .

I don't really talk about what went on with me sence I was in and out of the hospital because I don't want the attention . That's why I keep quiet about it . 

My own boyfriend don't really know what's going on with me .

It's just who I am , 

I trusted a family member with something REALLY important but ... 

Turns out that I shouldn't of .

I should of just sucked it up and not even asked for help when I was in bad shape .

. Getting side tracked lmao 😂

My appointments usually turn out good minus the bad info I don't want to hear .

Hope it's not to long because when I wear a mask it's hard for me to breath in it .

I don't really go shopping because of that reason !

Nighty night 😴 💤