Be Yourself & Be YOU!

 2022.06.10  ...  Got new plants today  Blackberry & strawberry 

  June 30th 2021 ..  My back has been hurting like crazy lately ,  So I got a couple heating pads and a couple ice pads for it because I'm stubborn and won't take pills for the pain,  Not to self ,  When your younger DONT crack your back just because it "feels good" ,  talk to your Dr about your back hurting and he will recommend what you should do .  If I only did that instead of just cracking it for 20 years straight ...  Ugh !  But that's not the only reason why I have arthritis in my back and neck ,  It's also because after I stopped smoking I be came LAZY !  Something you don't do ,  what I should of done was forced myself just to go around the block or even down the street . Now I'm living with the consequences ! 👎 😟  Just some more thoughts before bed  Catina has been changing the blonde hair on the dolls with the extra hair chalk I bought the other day . Nifty idea if you ask me . She said she wants to custo...

Fidget toys  (click link) ..  Catinas A free one with our first order Alisha's Islas Thimmothys is the dinosaur .... When I was at my appointment , My kids new "toys" came in the mail . It only took a month but I think it's worth it . Bought more (they picked what ones they want) .. 👍

Today I get to see the heart specialist . Had to fill out this "covid" thing 👎 Meanwhile I do have the shortness of breath and pains ?  Starting to think maybe I had "covid" back when I was in and out of the hospital for 3 months ?  Maybe 🤔 They are nice there .. Never had a problem with them . ...  What confused me was when he put the ultrasound thing on my throat and told me to look to the left ?  He has never done that before , Maybe because I used to smoke and he has to check to make sure it's alright ?  I don't know .  Don't know the results of the appointment , have to wait for my Dr to call me about it if there is anything wrong . Also , might have to wear the heart monitor again for a couple days if I still have the inflimation . 😬  Only time will tell . ...  👍

They finally gave Darryl's house more room on my game today :)  I think they should move the stairs tho because I have my tree's in the way and I keep clicking them . But overall I'm REALLY happy about this update with the game 😊 Excited for more room & more decorations for his house !  . 😬 My heart specialist called me today , He wants to see me again tomorrow to see if I'm good or if I still have the inflimation around my heart . It's been almost a year and half because the pandemic . So .. He said I need to come in tomarrow . I'll be happy knowing it's gone or almost gone because then I know I was doing something right for the past year in a half . I personally don't think I'll be able to handle bad news from him again . Bad enough my Dr told me I got blood clots in my legs (that's why I can't really feel them or walk/stand long) , I got arthritis in my back and neck . Plus on top of that I'm asmetic (however its spelt) I should ...

Ugh ! I don't see why you wont listen to me . I understand that your not my kid , but come on it's called RESPECT and to me it seems like you have none. I don't know what goes on at other people's houses but here you need to act your age and treat people how you want to be treated . All you do is treat me like shit although I never didn't anything to you but date your father . Your 7 and need to get over the fact that your parents ain't going to get back together anytime soon .  They have parted ways years ago . Accept it ! "Oh she's young you need to keep trying" No I'm done trying to be nice , it's been TWO years ! She needs to get over the fact that I'm not going anywhere and that you are happy .  ... Also with the whole snack thing at there grandmother's house . Nobody gets a snack if one kid ain't done eating in time ?  No that's not right  Your suposto give the kid a snack if they are done eating in time instead of mak...

  Expectations vs reality  .. I ordered this dress off chick me .  (A clothing website) I ordered the one on the left but got the one on the right .  Don't get me wrong it's still nice but the colour and pattern is all wrong .  The company won't own up to their mistake .  I got screenshots of our conversation of me asking them about it .  All they keep saying is that "it is the right colour" .  Meanwhile in the picture you can tell ITS NOT !! 😟  I was really hoping for the dress on the left , because I've ordered from them before and didn't Have this problem untill now . Wich is bullshit . Just stop lieing to people and own up to it ?  ..  I personally don't think I'm wrong with what I'm saying to them . I can tell you I'll never order from them again although they do have pretty clothes !  🥱 {update} they messaged again ,  and I responded but after they messaged back I just stopped answering .  Something I should h...

Well ..  Another rainy day lol Kids went to school catina had her field trip today to the library , she didn't talk much about it so I don't think she liked the feild trip . ..  Turns out im underweight (99lbs) last week I was 110lbs , weird how I lost so much in so little time . "Are you trying to lose weight?" -my Dr  "No ? I'm trying to gain it , have been sence I had my first child" -me "Oh , were going to check your thyroid and send you to a specialist/ nutritionist"- my dr So now I have to do bloodwork for my thyroid ? (If spelt right) he thinks it might be over active  And he told me i need a specialist / nutritionist ?  I told my sister and she told me to wright down what I eat so im gonna attempt doing that lmao  Doubt I'll remember  ...  ✌

. So ,  My body is being weird. Every time I eat (sandwich , chips , any type of meat , pizza , ect) I get tired but I can eat pogos ?  If I eat a couple pieces of candy or chocolate or wakes me back up . I dont know i think it's weird .  I actually have an appointment with my Dr tomarrow in the am (hope everything is okay) . .....  This weekend was busy ,  Friday no school so we went to my sister's , my kids wanted to spend the night there so they did but i came home instead .  Saturday I went back to my sister's around noonish ? And Timmy wanted to spend the night (he didn't want to go to church)  Then Sunday ... Today ,  Was very LONG .  I was all up to going to church lastnight but when the am rolled around , I wasn't feeling it anymore .  But my girls wanted to go amd I already said we were going lastnight so kinda couldn't change my mind lol  Kids got school in the am , and cati...

Friday,  we spent the night at my sisters house,  went to see fireworks at the collage in Chatham.  Got eaten alive by mosquitoes.  It was a REALLY hot day.  Saturday,  we all went to Mitchell's bay,  it was another hot day.  Sunday,  catina and I went to church.  My sisters boyfriend drove us there in the am,  then picked us up at the Timmy's by the cop shop I got that mystery pain in my side that I've been getting for years now.  But..  Around 7 I went with my sister and her boyfriend to pick up my two kids from Corey.  Bad idea,  he knew I was in the car and kept looking at me.  I understand that the no contact order is over and done with but,  honestly I still don't want to communicate with you.   We all ended up spending the night at my sisters house again,  only because its to hot in my house.  And she has ac.  ...  ...  Today Monday,  it is...

Today,  Alisha & Thimmothy goes to Corey's house till Sunday 4pm .  They don't have school anymore,  yesterday was the last day!   But,  we don't really know what to do.   Possibly thinking about Tim Hortons then a random walk?   Sounds good lol  .  We ended up going to my sisters house then walking to the splash pad for a hour,  went back to my sisters.  Around 3.30pm Todd and Tiff brought Timmy and Ali to Timmy's to meet Corey for the weekend.   Carina me and Isla had super at my sisters house,  Catina and Isla played in the pool.  Todd and my sister brought us home around 8.30 (had to find church clothes)  lucky we didn't spend the night because I have to wash them lol.  But it's almost 10 and were going to bed  Goodnight 😘😴

Sheldon,carissa,catina& mom Isla suntail  Tomarrow is my kids last day of school,  today its raining.  We walked to Timmy's in the am before school,  it didn't start to rain till we got to the school witch was good.  But I got soaked on the way home had to change.  Timmy and Ali's behavioral should be showing up today but they didn't call me for the time,  it's pree much the waiting game right now.   Apparently they showed up at my house because I got a phone call at 1pm and it was Timmy's behavior lady meanwhile there wasn't a nock on my door?  Something seems weird there. Also..  It started to pour out rain at 3 PM so I ended up having to walk in it to get my kids from school ... Nothing interesting happend today,  other then the fact I cooked super and kids didn't want to eat it,  but it's all good. LOL

Alisha, Timmy & Catina We went to Timmy's in the am,  seen catinas Sunday School teacher.  Catina wanted to sit with her so I let her! Anyhoo,  I'm back home waiting for the healthy babies lady to show up at 10:30am .  Me sister is showing up also,  she's a awesome support,  better then my mom was to be honest. To me when my mom was involved she was only in it for herself or came around when she wanted something.  But sence I haven't been talking to her things are WAY better! We had the healthy babies meeting outside,  went good.  Next time were going to watch a movie :) But... The cas meeting was interesting, I'm just going to say... I know something you don't know! .. That's the end of this blogg,  I'll possibly wright one tomorrow don't know yet because I'm not doing anything other then Timmy's speech And my children's behaviour should be coming over just don't know what time

I'm surprised that nobody told me to quit singing while I walk around town lol.  I do it every day.   ...  But the talent show was good but two people shouldn't of been in it though,  this one girl could really sing and one could dance.  Ali did an amazing job with her performance and catina did also 😀  But it's three so now I have to walk back to the school to get my kids.   But,  nothing exciting happend.  Besides daddy came over and took me to get groshrys,  they had some deals at NoFrills & Shoppers Drug Mart!  Baths then bed by 8pm only because I got cleaning my house and lost track of time 🕒 

...  As per usual wake up at 7am ,  and leave by 8.30am so my kids ain't late for school. Don't see why it takes my girls a half hour to get dressed,  then another half hour to eat there breakfast. Not including today,  there is three more days left of my kids school because Friday is a p.a day.  Hope they have fun on there last week of school!  Today is going to be an awesome day :) , my girls (Catina and Alisha) are in the talent show at their school (Winston Churchill Public School) .  Man I REALLY dislike this school that they are in, the principal NEVER talks to me but she would rather be outside watching me in the am and after school , also instead of talking to me about my kids there teachers do it (i know they are suposto also but still the principal can at least acknowledge me when i want to talk to her instead of sticking her nose up in the damn air) .  But today is about my girls and Thimmothy , not the school  .....

..... .....  I would attempt to try and communicate with you but at the same time I don't want to.  ,  I don't think there is a point in trying.  Just because I have your child & your family don't like me or want me around I don't see why I should to be honest!  It's interesting on how you block me on everything then unblock me the day before mine and Corey's no contact order expires.  You have my sisters boyfriends number for Isla witch means you don't need to contact me.  You want to try and be civil for my child because YOU are turning over a new leaf and YOU want to have a brighter feature?  ,  what does that have to do with me or Isla?  It don't,  it just means YOU want to do stuff and it don't mean we have to talk.   Maybe one day we can get along but right now...  No,  we can't.  Your father shouldn't of done stuff and you shouldn't of lied to me about many things when we wer...