Old pictures 😬

 

Found these gems on my phone when I was adding everything on hard drive . 

These are from April 20th 2o2o ,  

I beleive Alisha took them .

Nelly knew something was wrong and was by my side every day for a month straight .

 this was when I was able to walk to the school and back but couldn't go by myself , I was scared that I would fall or pass out randomly . 

Its the day after I had to give the hospital back their eco thing ? It measures the heart beat and everything . Had to wear wires for three days .

You can tell when you look at the pictures I was not feeling well (but I wasn't sick)

I was going back and forth to breathing tests , ultrasounds on my heart and legs , MRIs were getting done . 

..

I started to think to myself , 

I wonder if I push myself I'll get better ? 

And I did . 

I pushed myself because I got tired of just laying in bed all day barley being able to walk to the bathroom without help . 

I couldn't even stand long enough in the shower because my legs were weak . 

It sucked !

I still go to drs and they still don't know what's wrong (at least they haven't really told me , they only told me I got arthritis in my neck and back , and I am borderline asmetic) .

But yeah , 

This is me last year ,

Not doing much because my body wanted to give up and I wouldn't let it ! 

Me and Nelly , she cuddled up to me wanting attention 

You can see in the pictures that I have cyst acne (from having an internal infection) it was gross and only in my face . It went away tho after I started drinking only water and orange juice .

😬